![]() We are made of clayA Story by Georgina V Solly![]() A Theatrical Director organizes his own funeral.![]()
WE ARE MADE OF CLAY
First of all Mass had been held and now the small group of five people - "a priest, and four mourners" - were standing around a grave site, that was ready to receive the shiny, black coffin. There, inside the white silk-lined wooden box, was what was left of Lambert Rossi. Every so often the priest raised his head to take a look at the other four. It was cold but wasn’t raining, for which the five were grateful. They were not attending the funeral by choice but by invitation. The church and the priest were chosen for the same reason as the attendants at the funeral. Lambert had always been the one who had chosen the restaurants, the backgrounds to the photos that would appear in magazines. Lambert had been a theatrical director and continued to be so in spite of being dead. When he found out he was going to die he thought of two types of funeral; one very extravagant, the other the exact opposite. Taking into account human reactions and that some would reject his invitation, Lambert had chosen the three people who would most like to see him dead, plus Tania and Alan were at home when the post brought the strange invitation. Alan opened it and looked cautiously at Tania. “Lambert died two days ago. There’s an invitation to the funeral.” Tania didn’t react and then she relaxed, “What did he die of?” “It says here from a long and painful illness. We shan’t go if you don’t want to.” “An invitation. How strange! After so many years without any news from him. What can it mean?” Alan thought the same and answered, “I don’t know, but it won’t hurt us to go, will it?” “Of course not, but at the same time I don’t see any reason to go.” “Neither do Alan placed the envelope containing the invitation on a table in the hall. Osric received the invitation when he arrived home in the evening. The day had been very long and after the paltry dinner typical of a single man, he sat down on the sofa and opened his mail. Lambert dead! At last divine justice had touched him. He thought to himself that he would go because he wanted to see Lambert under ground; maybe now he would stop dreaming of meeting him in some dark corner. Yes, he would attend happily, and so Osric went to bed. At the beginning of the ceremony the four did everything possible not to stare at each other. They left the small chapel and crossed over to the graveyard by way of a narrow asphalted path. The site of the grave was at the end of the path far from the entrance to the chapel. On the walk to the graveyard the mourners had the opportunity to take a good look at one another without having to be furtive about it. The only sound in that respectful silence was the footsteps of the small group gathering there for the sending off from this world of one who was known by all of them, none of whom knew each other. Osric had Tania had her hand on Alan’s arm. She wanted to feel safe. After all, the act of dying is very lonely. Lambert had always joked about the subject. According to him he was going to live forever. But ‘forever’ had finished early. One day, Tania was observing a sculptor modelling the body of a woman in clay. Suddenly, the sculptor had grabbed hold of his work and squashed it into a mass, in seconds it was totally destroyed. “That’s what we’re like, just a lump of clay,” Lambert had commented. Tania hadn’t heard his arrival and so had received a double blow, the destruction of the clay model and Lambert’s words. When enough time had passed to reflect about what had happened, Tania arrived at the conclusion that Lambert’s friends and acquaintances were clay in his hands. The day that Tania told Lambert who Alan was, he became very irritated as if she had no right to do anything without first having his permission. “He doesn’t love you. You’re just a distraction for him. He’s an older man, married and with children the same age as you.” Lambert had said on hearing of this. However, Tania had maintained her positive attitude and had replied, “I know my future with him is not very clear, but I can’t leave him.” “Before you do something that later you may repent, think about it very well. You have a very promising future with me and it would be a shame to abandon it for something that may end in nothing.” “I’ll do that,” Tania had answered him but the affection and understanding between her and Alan was stronger than her desire to continue being one of Lambert’s creations. “You’re an actress with or without him,” Alan had said to her in the most difficult moments. “So if you wish to go on working, you can. He’s not the only theatrical director around, if you want to leave the stage, the decision is yours. I’ll always support you, that you already know.” Lambert kept an eye on her after the declaration of love between her and Alan, and did everything possible to make it awkward for Tania to distance herself easily. Alan’s wife was dying of a distressing illness. The situation in Alan’s house was unbearable. His children didn’t approve of the relationship between their father and Tania, although they understood it. The news of the romance was given to the press by Lambert, and Alan and Tania were assaulted continuously by reporters and photographers. That was the last straw and Tania went to visit Lambert. “You’ve come to ask me to leave you alone, haven’t you? You shouldn’t and you can’t. I created you, and now you want to abandon me for an old man. How could you do this to me?” Lambert was in full control. “Coming from another man those words might sound more sincere, but coming from you they are only words. After all you’ve done, I have no solution other than to leave you.” “You’ll never appear on stage again. Are you listening? No director will give you work not even in a small part. I’ll make sure of that.” “Don’t worry yourself. I’ve no intention of returning to the stage and even less so when Alan and I are married. Goodbye, Lambert. I’m very grateful to you for having shown me what a real swine is.” Tania left and went to look for Alan. Looking at him now as he stood beside her in the cemetery she knew she hadn’t made a mistake and almost felt pity for Lambert. Osric with his gentlemanly bearing, wore a black cashmere coat over a dark grey suit. This outfit accentuated his arrogant and distinguished air. Osric’s gaze was so intense that it was as if it penetrated through the flowers and the wood of the coffin to see Lambert’s dead and made-up face. The grey-white sky was a good backcloth for the dark browns and greens of the fir trees. Lambert knew to the end how to present a scene to get the maximum benefit. Even the weather was on his side, on the point of raining but holding off until the final act had been played. Yes, Lambert had been one of the best directors but now, no. It was all over for him, just like it was for any poor wretch. He had to be feeling very bad to find out that in the place wherever he was, that he was just one more. He had never learned that you can only direct and manipulate people in the theatre. He wanted to direct them in everything, even organizing their interviews with the papers and the magazines that adored him and were friendlier to him. Osric admitted that Lambert had been good, but that it was all over now. He was not as good as he had thought. Any kind of criticism or puff of wind coming from the opposite direction against his latest work, and Lambert became more like a hysterical woman than a mature man. His vanity didn’t allow him to have close-up photos in case the camera showed up the wrinkles and the rinsed hair. Osric was not criticising Lambert for having such whims, but he wanted him to understand that a great man isn’t made smaller because he has wrinkles or white hair. His complaint was that Lambert refused to see his own ageing and a camera would not be able to hide it. Lambert was furious because when he asked Osric his opinion about the wrinkles and Osric had replied that they were evident to everyone, he was offended and had insulted Osric. When the tour was finished, Osric knew that his life as a professional actor was no more. However, since the last meeting between Osric and Lambert, the former felt he was his own man. Osric made a good living as a publicity model on television. He realised that Lambert would never have been able to bear the idea of an actor made by him would one day appear in publicity and earn more money than when he was in the theatre " and be happy at the same time. Osric bent his head down as the priest continued praying. Seeing the expression on her face Lambert continued, “I’ve got bone cancer and in a few weeks I shan’t be able to come here. Will you come to visit me at the hospital?” Lambert had told her how he had suspected that something was wrong, but he had put off seeing about it till he had no alternative. He wasn’t prepared to be operated on, but he was willing to die. What Looking at the rest gathered there, the priest, and the coffin, The gravediggers were lowering the coffin. In silence the small group stared at it attentively. Little by little the big black box was going down into the cold, dark grave. Then a pause and the coffin was in its place. The gravediggers filled the grave with earth and when this was finished they placed the wreaths and flowers over it. Lambert was well and truly buried. The priest stood at the entrance to the graveyard. Osric approached the priest to ask him the reason for the invitation and the lack of show biz people. “Lambert wanted to direct people until his last moment in this world. He invited you three, as he thought the hate or bad feeling that you felt towards him was more genuine than the public performances of tears and words, fainting, and other ways of distracting the attention away from the star - the deceased.” “And he was right in spite of everything. He understood people’s weaknesses very well. He knew that the curiosity of seeing him buried would be impossible to turn down. Now we are free of him, and perhaps that’s what he wanted to say to us. Thank you, and good day.” Osric shook the priest’s hand. Alan was standing beside his car waiting for Tania. He saw her walk towards him. “What are you thinking about?” “I’m thinking about someone who didn’t know how to love,” and she breathed deeply. The priest closed the gate after Tania. Funerals were the most interesting events. You never knew who would attend. And with this thought the priest entered his house. Tomorrow’s newspapers would carry a photo of Lambert and the news of his death and burial. The inevitable question would be, Why were they the only ones who attended? That night in his bathroom mirror Osric saw the first cracks in his waxen face and thought, I’ll be next. Tania woke up during the night feeling the cold hand of death. Alan stayed sleeping while she went and got the electric blanket and switched it on. Even so, she took a long time to fall asleep. Before finally sleeping, the room smelled of wilting flowers. But Osric wasn’t the next. At eight o’clock the gravediggers arrived at the graveyard to start digging the first grave of the day. © 2012 Georgina V Solly |
StatsAuthor![]() Georgina V SollyValencia, SpainAboutFirst of all, I write to entertain myself and hope people who read my stories are also entertained. I do appreciate your loyalty very much. more..Writing
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