Venus In Aries

*big loud disappointed sigh*

Days like this I believe the Angels can’t handle us together
Days like this I eat to Aphrodite that Cupid has a safe journey when delivering my love letters
Days like this I pray for your mother and how I wish I had met her
Because the days past by fine, but if you were here things would be a lot better
All day I ring your phone because I know you’ll blow if I leave you alone
And recently I got my hands on your favorite cologne so now I must drown in it
The intensity conspires as I am now in the role of a diver
the crowd cheers me on moved by my intense desire
To just drown in your cologne
As the swim cap cuts off my blood circulation
I suck in a deep breath and remind myself to be patient
Without you in my life my mind would be vacant
So I must do the honors and prepare
To drown in your cologne
I pounce off board ;smiling
As I think about winning you
My one and only reward
Prepare as my last breaths are about to smell like you and no other last wish I could ask for
My lungs are now erased from air
As I struggle to reach the surface I get a glimpse of you
just standing there
I’m not sure if anyone saw but I shot you a glare
As I accept my doomed fate
I realize you loving me at the same intensity was already something rare
My last memories are of me looking at our past memories
and understanding that our relationship
was never fair.