Paralysis

In school we was learning about locked in syndrom, this is my person take and how i would possibly feel, but i can never be fully sure unless it happened to myself.

A single tear runs down my face,
In the past i could wipe it clear.
Back then i could tie my shoe lace,
Never again is something i fear.
Numbness surrounds me,
The colours have disappeared.
Pray for someone to set me free,
Hope is demolished and reality sneered.
Locked inside my mind,
I am my own worst enemy.
In the past i was so ungrateful as i whined,
Now i am glad to have my memory.
Flashbacks haunt my sleeping hours,
Hopelessness and remorse for things unachieved.
To wake up and gaze at the gathering flowers,
How could me having a happy life now, possibly be conceived?