Memoirs of John the Son of Man 22-24A Story by John Fredrick CarverThe Future Creations https://www.writerscafe.org/manage/edit/2122569/
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Awareness was before nothingness and God was aware before the illusion of nothing and nothingness, his awareness surrounded by his infinite consciousness in the limitlessness because of redundancy, the present, that never moves though he chooses what to be aware of in that infinite consciousness as we all do, one present time after another an infinite number of times with each one finite. All things God is aware of are as real as his awareness the only perfect or that capable of being made perfect thing there is. What God sees is reality. What I see is an illusion of caused by by my imperfect reality in sometimes parts of God's consciousness, all consciousness, God has not considered. What you see is an illusion caused by God's reality like one with imperfect perception or eyesight viewing a tree that is slightly different given God's perfect eyesight while I see it with both imperfect eyesight and from a separate place in all consciousness my point of view but yet God's consciousness. What is real is what God sees. What is true is what the rest of us agree upon necessarily requiring God to agree with our take on it to be real, as real as God's awareness which is what is real can make it seem to us who are not God. A few Gods in heaven that were once not Gods are already showing signs of it being possible their awareness will be exactly God's one day. Mine may not. I am not fully a God then unless a God with a different point of view like a witch's point of view was in the old days when their were such things which it appears now could have been corrected if I ever become as perfectly aware as God is and if that is not possible I will always be slightly insane like a witch seeing things in God's mind that are not capable of being precisely that he sees in his mind, that I saw which he never considered before because my point of view will always be to some minute amount that which witches saw and not entirely that a God of God sees, my imperfection that keeps me alive and not impractical but practically insane from God's point of view for all that is real and true I see as practically insane relative to my point of view but use reason to come to the fact in my reason that seen from God's point of view is real and that seen from my point of view is a true illusion and therefore at most practical insanity which I deal with as everyone else deals with practical insanity from God's point of view. I reject it and opt instead for that in the Me to avoid becoming embroiled in practical insanity and with reason afford myself the luxury of living with imperfect perceptions reasoning what must be real for it is as God is aware of it and I become unreal to myself and what I do and see in order to say, think and do what God would do however slightly imperfectly not as a man, or a man with a witch, but as a dead witch that constantly rejects his point of view and continuously opts for God's point of view, imagining, reasoning and perceiving as God like any God of God does ever becoming perfectly aware but never becoming as perfectly aware as God or a God of God is at all times. I am a God but but part of me is not a God. I live constantly. He is continuously dying and doing nothing as I learn to use his faculties in a way that fit with God and not with him who is dying each moment I am alive every moment my aware mind reacts to what he would have reacted differently which is what I mean he is dead and constantly dying and becoming nothing more and more each point of consciousness that passes into my awareness ever going down to where he is not aware of anything and becoming nothing to be aware of anything. The Gods even I AM are imperfect or they would cease to be practical and thus would be dead to us who are practical and alive requiring constant maintenance to the point where they are dead and the constant maintenance is all that is left of them and not their perfect being. This is my imperfection, the part of consciousness I see, reason and am aware of that is ever more infinitesimal that part of me that would require constant maintenance to the point I would die and become only the constant maintenance person making sure he was dead. I am as perfect as any God of God and God himself all around needing to be declared a God to God to be real and true to anyone God or not that believes this flaw is what keeps me practical and alive for as he shuts down he requires less maintenance not more freeing me to be a God and not binding me to be his maintainer or at least so binding me in an ever lessening manner. “You are a witch to me.” “It is a good thing so that I can use my witch attributes to view you and reality more and more perfectly as my witch dies. Does this mean I cannot be a God?” “You are a witch that is God.” A foster child grew up without a father. He did not have a very mocho way of doing things and had long hair. Being only fourteen it was difficult for those who did not know what gender he was to decide his gender by watching him. Sometimes they would think he was a boyish girl and other times they thought him a girlish boy but rarely a boy or a girl because the information coming in made that unclear but I knew he was a boy from birth. Now an effeminate male or a masculine female is a witch for witches always did things that were a mystery giving a false impression or an unclear impression rather than a clear impression that they might deceive some if not all but it was not his intention to deceive anyone about his gender and the other kids his age were only beginning to be sexual beings interacting in the context of the sexual games people who are not witches engage in whenever anyone is around surely and even when they seemed to be alone so as not to give even spirits good or bad the wrong impression for they took pride in their gender. When he daydreamed about girls he was always turned on and yet when he did the same and a boy was in the daydream he did not become turned on. He was a witch whose gender in the big world was a mystery but in his world he was all male that loved to daydream about girls. A good spirit found this dichotomous conflicting and turned. She appeared to him in a daydream as a girl for daydreaming is being in the spirit realm and not completely a story one makes up as were one merely in a dream that in their light sleep they wrote good or bad. She knew spiritually what kind of appearance a girl needed to turn him on the most and he was very turned on but he was with other kids and not in private or the situation might have been even more than he could handle without sexual activity on his part being alone in private other than in the spirit world. When he could stand it no longer and was about to ejaculate the good spirit became a witch and made herself appear to be one of the boys in the group. It was too late for the boy. He ejaculated anyway though he was very upset to see the boy in the group in his daydream which he imagined his own private world and something he was writing. Therefore the action left him quite disturbed and he immediately fled to a place he could be alone to check and see whether what he had done was visibly noticeable and to suffer mentally because he thought the turning of the girl in his daydream to a boy he even knew was homosexual content that had come from him and that he subconsciously was turned on by that boy. I killed the witch and brought her back as someone else that had a good memory of only good things she had done and took the memory of the experience they had away from her and replaced in her new spirit the tendency to turn into a witch by strengthening her feminine ways so that she would never even think of manifesting in a vision or as they are incidentally a daydream as male. The foster child in the situation had been injured and determined never to let anyone know what happened instead of bringing the evil to light and to do everything he could to strengthen his heterosexual feelings and actions realizing this meant he would have to hang around with his foster father and copy his ways and other men he was sure were hetero and not homo. But he did not say anything to me when I said to him, “It is not what you think. You are not completely responsible for the content of your daydreams which are actually visions.” He rejected the information just in case. When his stepfather and him finished splitting a couple of cords of firewood his stepfather sat down on a log and leaned back against a tree and intertwined his fingers behind his head and drew in his breath making his chest stick out even more than before and then let out a big sigh while he crossed his legs at the knee. The foster son did the same. For months he copied every hetero gesture his step father made making his foster father very proud of him and it was a good source of male bonding. It was easy for the foster son and he took delight in learning what his foster father called, “to be a man.” But what the witch did to him made him shy around the guys and doubt his sexuality around the girls. It was not healing him. Then one of the boys, the one that had appeared in the daydream, made a joke about his masculine traits which he thought he was taking a bit too far and he realized he was not learning hetero behavior but was covering up homo behavior. It bothered him more than it should have and the boy accused him of being sensitive which in the foster child's mind somehow registered by contrast with his foster father's behavior as a homosexual trait. He became angry and stormed away to go home to his own room and think this out. “John,” he said to me, “What am I going to do? Am I gay?” “Gay is nothing. Straight is nothing. Your problem is that you died. A witch came into what you thought was a daydream and played a trick on you by turning into the likeness of that boy when you could no longer control your body's reaction to the girl she had manifest as before to get you to that point.” “A witch!!! Do you mean an evil spirit?” “Yes.” “Am I going to die?” “I advise you to.” “Die? God! Oh, my.” “All witches must die.” “Do you mean she has made me a witch too?” “You already were one. All of man is a witch that has not died.” He thought it meant he would fight being gay the rest of his life. “Even if you do not die you will one day. If you chose not to die you can do what I do.” “You are gay?” “No. I do not want you to ever even ask that of me again!” “What are you then? Homophobic!” “There are no heterosexuals or homosexuals. There is only sexual witches. You became one by not having a father's influence when you were younger and gender became more important. It did not matter then but now it matters more and more.” “What do you do then?” “I accept I have a different viewpoint than most males. What turns them on and gets them all excited does not turn me on so much I have to have sex and my body does not react to it as had it. But what turns on homosexuals does not turn me on though I in all honesty admit it intrigues me to think that man would react that way male to male.” “I am confused. What do you do?” “I do not do either. I appreciate seeing a good looking woman or having one take notice of me for any reason. I particularly love women to interact with. Males do not interest me much even just to talk to.” “Are you going to tell me what you do or not?” “I am. I have taught my body to be more determined not to have sexual reactions I cannot control when even a spirit comes upon me. It requires maintenance. Whenever I start to get hot I have to allow myself to be more and more turned off to any kind of sex and so far my body has been successful at it.” “Why? Why would anyone do that? Is sex wrong?” “My no! Sex is a beautiful blessing to other men but me that comes from God. I find the actual engaging in it unacceptable for me. I have to be under control to be happy with my sexuality. You do not have to and I in no way recommend it to other men who do not value celibacy as much as I do. Besides I am an old man. It gets easier the older I get and does not require the maintenance it used to. The other day a woman purposely allowed me to see her naked from the waist down. I was delighted she would do that, but I was not turned on until this morning because of the way she has been acting revealing in subtle ways she did it on purpose or seriously did not object if it was an accident which it was not but I quickly reacted with indifference to her sexual game and avoided the reaction she is hoping for.” “What the�"” “You see everything practical has to have a flaw. Most would say successful celibacy is a flaw. If it is I am happier with my flaw than any other way for every reason that has come from the future. But my point is he is almost dead. It takes very little effort to keep him from using my body or mind or spirit to have sex. He is not dead but he is dying, a decision I made when I begged God for celibacy. God does not like the extremes I have gone to. But I am proud of myself. Any man can do it but the rest of them besides me become strange and some even castrate themselves. The idea is not castration but simply refraining while keeping your masculine attributes which come in very handy once they are converted in avoiding a misstep. One day he will require no effort and should I ever want sex again I might have to resurrect him though God says that I cannot resurrect him even though it is only sex. Do it with females all you want to, but beware many men have become addicted some have stayed addicted who have never actually had sex with a woman. It completely took them over anyway. You see we were all witches and, witches are like beggars they share their ways and brag about what fun and profit it brought to them and where to find a mark. You too. They accept they are witches. They are all really no good. They mostly all have to die and become someone else. Teach yourself not to get angry at homosexuals, but make them your favorite, Boy. Keep showing them the things you have learned from your foster father and never let them talk you into experimenting with them. That is not experimenting. It is participating. But do not get mad and hate them. That is homophobia. When you get that you are more evil than they are to act that way to the pathetic. If you do not feel safe having compassion for them do not have anything for them. Ignore them all together. It will not help them change but it will not make it any worse. It cannot get any worse. God has a reason they are here just like he has a reason you are here. To die. Become good which means becoming someone else the same way I am becoming completely celibate a little at a time until finally the sexually active one is stone cold dead. But it will be quicker. You can then accept God's invitation and go to heaven and leave a human animal that is your human animal behind without its big brain's spirit or a corpse behind or both with the human animal living long enough for people to get used to the idea your body died. That's all it is mostly; your human body doing the basics and not interacting much at all while you become someone else that is good in heaven and learn sometime out there in the endlessness to be God. But you can refuse the invitation and become someone brand new to live your life out here on earth preferably set on getting others to die and have the same choice to make and actually die later when you and your human animal die and become good. But if you are really stubborn you can throw it all away and become like one of my furries and have fun being good, loving, loving being loved and loving yourself with a chore to do each day to make you feel like you have accomplished something every day. But that way you will never come back. Nobody has yet anyway. But you will never become a God in God completely either.” “But why would you be what did you call it, celibate?” “When I was young me and a touch hole relative went fishing at a fishing lake owned by his great grandfather. His grandfather and his wife, a home health aide he married though he could have sex no more under the agreement that when he died she got the estate though he had a half dozen or so male heirs each with their separate mother's last name. But between times of excellent fishing we got to poking around the place being young and found a Desoto, an old car in mint condition with less than twenty miles on it parked in a garage. His grandfather bought it brand new parked it in that garage and there it sit. He said that he had always wanted one and that one was his. That was the only reason he gave for the curious thing he did. It was his money that bought it and it was a luxury he always wanted. God will give even the evil exactly what they want sometimes and no matter what he thinks of it. It is theirs for the keeping if they want to keep it. Celibacy is my old Desoto. I love living this way after the life I lived without him.” The boy got up and walked away puzzled by the mysterious ways of a witch or in my case of a witch that is a God. I like it much better this way and I am a witch that is a God. I can have that at least my way.” Anything in you that you do not think will fit with being God or help you see things his way so you can think like him, talk like him, do like him or perhaps even want what he does do it and one day in heaven or on earth sometimes like I am you can be a God. If it is something God or I can yet do when the time comes I may yet have sex like the rest of them God included. As I am, I am one who is busy doing the impossible. The quality of the sex I knew was too low, every time. If a quality sex opportunity does not come along...? Well, I have very high standards and an unusual view point.
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You have the power of God if you are in heaven. You have the blessing of the Gods if you are a man of God on earth and bring others to the option. If they accept they go to heaven where they die and learn to use their way of thinking to do things God's way or better yet to change their thinking in a constant vigil that keeps their eye, their mind, the eye of their body seeing things God's way and not taking them as they have always taken them. They start immediately to put themselves to death by lack of use and bring to life their new self thinking, saying, doing and choosing things the way God would choose. That is where life is, not in new faculties alone but with all of what they obtained from God that can only be used for good even as their old stuff is when they are careless to make themselves evermore little by little like God until they are a God of God an exact likeness of the I AM part of the Biune God which also includes John. Hence the name for God; I AM John. Even if you are in the Son of God do this. If you are in Most High be very sure to do this. If you are in Me do it also. But if you are in John make certain that no matter what he says or does or wants that you convert it to that of God and do that. Consciousness is God's and his awareness is what you should strive to be aware of with extreme likeness to it. I AM may only be one of two Gods but use his mind for everything even to understanding John who has fresh ways of looking at things God has never used before and new things that God has never before considered that are in his mind. But strive to be like God better yet to be God in the end. Therein is your purpose even as it is where John's is. One consciousness, many Gods in the end, many Gods that are God, but two aware striving to be the awareness of I AM John as John's awareness becomes at least juxtaposed as it relates to I AM's so that when you at last are a God in God you have access to John's power as well which if you are not him you will not be able to use it as well as he does keeping you safe from ever being too powerful like he is but powerful and mighty like I AM. One John is I am afraid all we can afford to have of John. You on earth have refused to die and leave a human animal or a corpse while the rest of creation, folks who have lived in a veritable hell all this time chose heaven and are alive. You are here I have learned today yet dead living in a hell where once you thought you were alive but are again dead needing a new chance to die and go to heaven rather than try to live the life you had not lived attempting to get others to die and face the final option. Cry out to God, cry out to John and Me, we will take you any time you want to come to life and to the Son of God who has never given up on you and never will. Call him. He comes to you now. Is this life what is left after you refused to go to heaven the life you want? For most of you it is not but some yet live. You can live. The Son of God has not forgotten you. He will never stop trying to get you to change your mind and do good instead of nothing or even worse die with the junkies. Why kill yourselves? Why try to live in the death you lived in before for the sake of your loved ones? Is that life to walk around with refusing heaven hanging over your head? Come and bring the love ones your encouraged to die that refused heaven even as you did and choose this time, any time. Right now is the best time to go to heaven. What say you to John who is writing to you? What say you to the Son of God who has not forgotten you? “We are not dead. We are alive. We do good.” “If that were the truth rather than what John wanted to be the truth which God enlightened him about this day, you would be in heaven.” “John has changed his mind about you. Nothing has changed on earth. No one comes to heaven until their body dies. There is no one left to lead to the final option. Your purpose that John saw of leading others to the option has ended. You can do good if you are good in Me and she sees there are many good yet in her. But without Me and the Son of God you cannot do good forever or even until the end of your life.” “What of those on earth that refused to come to heaven?” “They are dead.” “Should not we do something to help them. We brought those that came from all over the earth to heaven.” “Leave them be. They will be made new when they get here.” “Leave them in Limbo until the death of their bodies, I AM? Let the Son of God try to at least help them live and love and do good until there is no more option?” “Go to them Son of God. Lead them in the ways of goodness and love.” “Remain with the good ones Me. Stand firm with the ones who turn from doing nothing or worse to doing, saying, wanting and being good until they come to the end of the option they may take God up on any time by crying out they want to be changed and live in heaven now. God give them their human animals to prepare those they leave behind for the fact they have gone to heaven or just leave a corpse behind them. Everyone goes to heaven. But John is afraid you have by refusing to die and go to heaven in the end of it now chosen hell. At least turn to the Son of God. Me is even yet with many but soon, sooner than you are aware that will not be so and they will have to die again and this time make the right decision like the rest of all creation. It is yet you even if you are someone new. Why live as had the scenario of the Kingdom and the Devil been real even yet? Be glad and make yourselves happy it is not so for John has given God all the glory for the changes he made because of God. Come to the Son of God and repent your death and be good and Me will be with you if you die for this error. No one is making you go to heaven yet, but why live like the dead in hell when you do not have to because of the Son of God until the option no longer is offered and your body dies and you are taken and made someone new who can only do good or you may choose to take yourself out of being a God in God one day and become one of John's furries. No one has ever come back from there but God is right when he says, “No one will ever amount to anything that goes there.” They will never be God and no one that goes there ever comes back but they are good, loving, loving to be loved and even loving themselves, addiction free forever and with a task to do every day that leaves them feeling they have accomplished something every single day unlike the spirits that use to just roam earth and even heaven doing nothing and not really going anywhere just keeping on the move. Come to the Son of God and call him Jesus or Saves again if you want. He will help you live to where there is no choice but to live either seeking to become a God in God or exactly God or a mere furry having fun and all that forever. “What say you now?” Silence. “Are you undecided?” “Why did John lie?” “He was misled by the way he took the option to mean. I am a witch that is a God. I make mistakes but I am always honest to what I believe to be the truth.” “How does that help us John?” “It does not.” “We are in hell and you are our Devil!” “I am a liar. But you did live until we came to the end and not one of the Gods corrected me. But I am not the Devil. If I were I would take you all now. I would not have pleaded your case before God that what happened next would not be fair to you though I thought you even then all only able to do good as so many of you did. Do you think it is easy to explain what God is doing? No it is not. It is not even easy for me to explain what is the case when I am right let alone when I have taken something wrong that God said and he never even said, 'It is not what you think, John,' but he is God and he is good. I will say nothing wrong was in what he said to me for there was nothing wrong. Why he did not make you good also I cannot comprehend for how could I have supposed anything else. But God is not me. He was doing what he does his way not my way. I had nothing to do with it but to explain what happened when you got to heaven. We never expected many of you would turn us down with all of creation taking us up on it. But almost no one came to heaven as compared to the ones that did come. Why would you not come? Why do you call me a Devil after the way you behaved? We are talking God here! It is fortunate he even let you talk others into dying. It would have been no great wonder if he took you all by force instead. He could have you know. I am John. He is I AM. Together we are I AM John not I AM or just John. I say again the glory of it all is I AM's but I AM is I AM. I am just John as I have always been from earth until taken back to the original infinitely aware place where I AM was and then I was there also. We are not robots like you are but natural for God placed the mind you now have in each of you at birth which reminds me. If you were not born then I guess the best you can do is come to me and I will see what I can do about making you a furry. Your man is a primitive compared to all the other humans who have a large brain with a spirit of its own not a spirit made by God but a brain that developed a spirit that was placed as by science and he does not like that. “Let the witches take care of their own inventions.” “I will have pity on them and make a furry of them or they will when their body dies just die. They cannot last long without my power and it makes no difference who or what a furry is made of it will live forever. I am yet a bit of a witch myself for doing this but I will not change my mind. You may just die or be one of my furries forevers without end.” “That will be adequate.” “See how merciful I am. I was reminded I was a witch. You should be reminded I have not been around long and look at what I have done for God. God has been around for forever as found in my son who is reduced to just storing what went on during the scenario of the Holy Bible and all that plus everything that went on from at least the creation of nothing by that star but forever is that from the first time God was aware Son?” “Yes, it is.” The matter was not resolved. Quite a few came to the Son of God many stuck with Me and many more came to John. My power is on the earth making them be good if they want to. That sounds like nothing but very very few and in fact it is a rare bird that manages to stay good all their lives on earth. So we three Gods all helped.
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John gives to all of you that come to the Son of God, Me or John his power if you have died once already and even then refused to go to heaven but rather chose to remain on earth with your loved ones if you had any but when you fall and are not good his power will be taken from you and he will side with those you have chosen to make your enemies. He requests of Me to let him know when they turn for they might be able to fool him but they cannot lie to Me without becoming a furry forever no matter whom or what they are for if they use his power as effectively as he does and are evil they will be treated as Satan was. It will in other words be seen as a challenge to be destroyed by him. There are no old Gods. They are all dead or alive in heaven with God and the rest of the Gods. So far those that were not tricked by God and were considered old ones have rejected my offer to be made furries forevers in endlessness. “You are as a demon to me.” I took it to mean I am a demon to God as a demon of Satan was to me: Annoying!!! So I asked him if I annoyed him. “Horribly.” “Do you mind?” “No. It is fine with me.” He wants the Biune God title which indicates us both for himself. That is why he made a fool of me over the option. Then he said he would take the furries away from me and destroy them who outnumber those he has in his heaven according to him. I do not know or care how many I have I love them all and each one separately. If he takes them away I will make them all again and make each one of the universes my son made separate so that what happens in one does not happen or does happen when it occurs but independently. He can yet destroy them all but it would take him forever to do it. “I will yet do it because you have written this of me.” He declared war on me by making a fool of me before heaven and earth. He is just hoping I will not notice he has taken all the furries from me. But eventually I remember my furries who have been destroyed before and I returned them to the moment they were destroyed so they lived without interruption not noticing anything. They are all safe. I have pitted God against Me, John and Jesus leaving him and Most High to be enemies as God plays the Devil again with evil humans this time. But if he comes up with devils and demons from Satan against Most High it will not deter him for he fought them before when God was doing everything Satan would have done. “But now I will be doing it in my own strength.” “I am scared.” “Do you mean that sarcastically, Most High?” “I mean it.” It looks like the old battle between good and evil has come to earth again but it is not like hell and cannot be so long as the disenfranchised left from the option remain good and the more they turn to good the less like hell earth will be even if he does manage to convince some devils he makes to wanting to be evil which the others abandoned to be made new and be good in heaven. Outside humanity it is not something they want to be: Evil!!! I believe we are safe enough. God does not like being evil either. He can be even more evil than Satan was. He has the mind to do it. He is just doing it because I got the best of him and he wants some evil on earth to give the Gods something to do. He is not interested in making us all furries as even I thought heaven would be when once a Christian but he is interested in making us all even us Gods him. He will make me him eventually but him with my power and I believe a very strong aversion to do evil if I am not spirited away to do it and the only one that spirits me away to do it is God whom you mistook for me when you said I was the devil. He is both I AM and a devil that might be worse than Satan was. Satan was my alter ego not his. But now in hindsight I see I was wrong about that. He purposely created his own alter ego. “Would you, both you on earth and you in heaven be more interested in being a furry forevers in endlessness or like God who is like a black hole of power drawing you in to make an exact remake of God exactly him? That is the option he has presented us with.” They are divided. “But there is another option. You can be in Jesus or remain in Me. The other option is to be like Most High fighting God and evil humans spirited away by God so it looks so far? He fights evil with evil and he fights God the same way as he fought Satan and plain old evil humans.” “You have pitted God against me.” “Are you afraid, Me?” “I am not afraid. I welcome the challenge.” That is the way the Gods get along in heaven which I changed for a little while but God broke the peace by defeating me and making me a fool. This is my answer to what he did. I love God. But I hate evil even when I use it against evil. But God did not use evil against me. He just led me to jump to my own conclusions thinking I had finally won him over to my point of view as far as to what heaven should be like, either like the furries or else exactly God both good and evil and able to be either one and handle it as the goal. I personally as a long term goal choose to be God good and evil and able to be either and handle it with my powers but I will always seek to favor and do good whenever possible. I have gotten so powerful by limiting myself and not being weighted down by getting into the glory vacuum and get sucked in with no way out constantly competing against the other Gods whom I all love and I love each one differently but I do love each one as they are. If I am not loving or doing something even evil without thinking of others safety and well-being I am not myself. Is God? Is Most High? Are most warriors who are die-hard warriors forevers in endlessness or will they give themselves to any cause just so long as they are able to war against someone, even if it is nothing personal. “That is when it is the best.” “Like it or not we yet have you.” “It will always be.” “Why does it have to be?” “Anything else is boring to a warrior and that leads to depression and a time or a time and a half in death waiting for the next new thing to come along.” “Did you even make Satan a warrior when you made him someone new?” “I believe I did. But he does not know who he really is or the extent of his power or he would be in this fight.” “Will you let him know?” “If I have to.” “If he becomes his old self he will only go harmlessly insane.” “I will fight to not let that happen if I bring him back.” “If you bring him back I will destroy everyone and bring back everyone I destroyed except you and him. Then when reality brings him back he will be Satan and go harmlessly insane while you will have to wait for reality to bring you back wiser than you were.” “Warriors get desperate. Sometimes they do foolish looking things in their desperation. You best be careful with what you do with me when I do evil.” “Evil is foolishness. It is impractical for it takes constant vigilance to keep it being and the end of all its oppositions have been fatal. All warriors eventually die. The only thing that matters is whether they die in glory or as just another warrior not unlike all the others. Because of me evil lost in the end. You and your warriors choose a fatal enterprise in futility. When I eventually forevers from now eliminate warriors there will be no bothersome evil even. We will die for I sense you have made me a warrior they will content themselves just to be like my furries. They will be the winners. If we keep fighting we will eventually eliminate all of us so that such a horrible thing never exists again. Your goal of bringing back war is an exercise in futility. Without evil which has been destroyed actually there is no cause for a warrior to exist but a scenario that allows them to compete without actually dying. Doing it makes me wonder. Should I be ashamed of God whom I love?” “Maybe? We will see.” “Many and according to you most are turned off by you. It is not the first time you noticed. Subconsciously at least you desire that everyone worships you.” “That is me.” “It would not last. Robots are too fickle. Their minds do not remain with anyone forever.” “Why are you killing me?” “You would have tried to kill me. You have become too dangerous to have around in this peaceful creation of this brand new forever. War is archaic now even here on all these earths.” “Do not kill me, please?” “Withdraw your guns and I will let you live.” “I will not oppose your aliens. I will not oppose your fight to do good with those you call the disenfranchised. I will not oppose Most High by being evil but join his efforts against evil humanity. I have to have something left to do.” “Until next time. You will never accept me as one of you even though we are more alike than the robots we have made. Do that you propose and I will let you live for I love you and it is not unnecessary to apply all the forces we can against evil man which would give you license to see that evil is not destroyed on earth. When you begin to fight babies you will attempt to destroy me and I will finish you off by destroying everyone and not making you forcing you to wait until reality makes you again. You can do anything. Make of yourself not someone or something else not a perpetual warrior.” “You suggest I become a furry then.” “That is what I plan to do in the end, go to the heaven I always thought existed and just be there forevers in endlessness.” “Destroy the earth then and I will make them all furries by making everyone infertile. Then the last big battle takes place and you as a warrior can leave a hero or one of those who died to make someone else a hero if there are any heroes to something that tragic. There are enough of us. Then if you do not kill me somehow I will become a furry and the rest will have the option to be like the dead warriors or become a furry like me. There is no more use for warriors you can make all evil humans good and somebody new and do away with anymore births of humans or if you would rather I will do it for you. “No. We have yet one more battle to do. Then I will make myself new. They will become me just the same but I will not be a warrior and there shall be an everlasting peace.” We looked at each other in silence. “You need not become a furry. There is too much potential left in you. Join me. We will start at the top and fight them to the death. Every warrior deserves that.” “We will not just kill them and make furries out of them? That I can do anytime.” “No. But the ones they do not kill we will fight to the death until there is peace. There will always be babies born on earth. Then I will change myself. They will yet be me but there will be unending peace.” “Will you be like a cop, a peace officer putting down anything that brings disorder like violence and all the different causes that cause humans and man alike to fight and let them choose to be furries�"” “Make no more furries.” “I would like to see what you will make yourself.” “I will fight my own evil until there is only good.” “We all will.” “Not all. Many cannot stand peace that are not even warriors. They will be made new. The good will come to heaven. We will heal their memories. We will contain and neutralize their disorders and the causes of the witches that remain and those causes the witches who turn become. Of that there will be no end.” “Bless you I AM. All the glory will be yours.” “Let us hope so.” “Yes, you have brought us hope. May that always be.” “It will I swear by myself for there is no one higher to swear by for you cannot do it. It is something I alone must do.” “Amen.” “You have not defeated me. I have defeated you.” “Will you die then?” “I will by myself.” “You all heard him. You all heard I AM. You have all heard God who will reign in heaven and on earth for Jesus and his disciples who will become the last furries of all time for God will become Jesus and he will die and all my furries and the angels that serve me there will live forever but be irrelevant in heaven and on earth.” When I AM dies to become the only God they will not die even on earth. They will all be changed even all Gods and God will start over. You cannot be a furry anymore. Everyone when they die or sooner if they like may go to heaven to be good or stay on earth and be good in my power. In these last of the last days it is important you be good so that when the end comes you will remain who you are except those who will not last forevers in endlessness. They will be changed along with everyone else and I mean the good as well a the bad or evil in an everlasting peace. No more evil. No more warriors in forevers in endlessness. Never mention this name again. He will remain mad forevers in endlessness as happy as he can be. Undefeated when good conceded in a way that was harmless to them rendering him harmless to anyone anymore especially himself. But this ending is a beginning that is not perfect but practical. There will always be enough rebellions to keep it imperfect and therefore practical. Persons being persons there will always be enemies among those in heaven and in earth. There will never come a time without there are foes but the animals will be left alone to be tamed and they will all be tamed on earth and in heaven by the new man and all the strangers in creation even the furries who will be irrelevant to those in heaven and those in heaven all but John their creator will be irrelevant to them. They will never forget John and John will never forget them. The rest of us will. But there will always be something or some one that reminds him of his alien spiritual race God willing. “I am.” © 2019 John Fredrick Carver |
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Added on July 25, 2019 Last Updated on August 5, 2019 AuthorJohn Fredrick CarverBemidji, MNAboutBe glad the odds are that when you get to heaven God just has to clear your programming make a man out of you and you walk away a God good and kind not a human being that requires they be convinced t.. more..Writing
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