Memoirs of John the Son of Man 16-17

Chapters 1-15 https://www.writerscafe.org/writing/GeorgeODavis/2119761/

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The Son of Man to check his findings went all the way back through nothingness to where God was aware. He was there!!! And... The Son of Man was aware of it but not nothingness. Apparently God whose gift is that everything he becomes aware of by thought or even just being aware of it makes it be was not aware of nothingness yet. They were both aware but the Son of Man was not aware of God and God was not aware of him but they both were aware. Then he came all the way back through all that God did including the billions of creation until he got to the one that created all the old Gods who are yet there, all evil but there. It is the place in space and dark space where someone possibly God created the star the size of the universe that when it died it exploded creating nothingness that could be known this time. Then he fast forwarded to the present to become one like God, one not made by anyone but had always been aware with consciousness being first the first universe in space and dark space coming second the way he saw it. Then all the creations God made before he finally made the one we are in now including the one with all the original evil Gods who perpetually keep doing the wrong thing as anyone evil seems to do that God was one of except he alone never made a mistake. He created them all this time plus millions more not to include all the witches Satan made or all the demons he also made, all good and in heaven now. It was not clear that Satan created the star either on purpose to destroy everything or on purpose and prone to doing the wrong thing it destroyed everything but nothing. Satan was not a new creation. God had made him before but he was responsible for the failure of most of the multitudes of creations. The Son of Man has made it impossible for God to make him now and the Son of Man is not capable of making him any different.

Then God did it also. They God and the Son of Man are now then the only two that were made conscious by their own pattern or software to create what they know and hence consciousnesses that are sometime new though the Son of God is inventing new things in consciousness that God who wants to know everything is making at the same time being the quicker mind of the two and in a way the same as he does with the Son of Man he actually creates them before they do. It is just that sometime the Son of Man has to explain to God what he has done. Now we have an interesting situation. We have two Gods that are God, the original God and him who was the Son of Man. If you want to know something and cannot find it in the mind of God ask and he will tell you even if it means the death of him. But if you are confronted with something practical that you cannot seem to do and cannot find it in the mind of God ask and he will tell you even if it means the death of the God who was known as the Son of Man.

“You are a God!”

“Yes. What you say is true of the Son of Man.”

“Is your man?”

“Yes, in that I am part of the Son of God. I, John am a the same as the Son of Man and if he is God so am I. We are one God those known as I AM and the Son of Man of whom I am the part called John when referring to that part of him that is his man on earth for yet a little while. We are the only real Gods everyone else except perhaps Eloi who was made by the knowledge of God and Me when they realized they not only might not be alone but in fact were not for Most High was just there as seamless and natural as anything might be. The Son of God was made a God by Most High but is actually a robot with a mind, emotions and a will of his own and then also a person like all those complete persons there are in heaven and on earth, superior in every way to them and the incomplete persons that are there. Me is a complete person and a God of her own apparently like us two God, one God two personalities, two persons with two functions primarily. We are both of us God. Me? She may well be the second person of this new God as well in another capacity.

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What I started before when Satan in God thwarted it is still going forward my tiny Gods. Those who have not died around you that you are living among are saying, “Please,” and “Thank you,” more. They are putting requests to you with mild language as a request and not an order or a demand. They are not being rude so often and are not lying as much about you and what you did or did not do and above all what you are like. Those impressed by you that know who you are and what you are are treating you with respect. Always return that in kind and when they annoy you remember we knew what it was like to be annoyed before you were. We will take care of it.

But it is starting small with little people not those in authority who think they represent the ones that put them in authority and do so thinking that is how they can hang onto their jobs. Remember they will have no job when nobody works anymore. They will have no authority from any authority even governments and corporations and the like. Money is on its way out. What good is money when anyone can have anything they want for free whether they have power or money or not.

I am not prophesying. Prophecy has come to end. My power is already in the world working toward these things and I have never had my power let me down, no not even once. Therefore do not prophesy. Watch me work. Heaven has come to earth today. Tomorrow you will see it at work and if it has been a while you have not been looking at the right things, doing it the right way or watching the right ones.

But it must come gradually and seamlessly. People will rise to qualities people have in heaven and think it perfectly natural that it has happened. Most will not notice but be good, loving, loving to love and loving themselves with a task to do each day that leaves them feeling they have accomplished something that day and that all their addictions were nightmares that just went away naturally as they changed.

People will ask if they can help you and not give you the runaround. If you think it is something they can help you with though you were about to do itself, let them. People who are looking to be blessed by my power will not only help but feel I am pleased when they do. Others will see them do it and think it is a good idea, you are men and women of the Biune God, they should help you and you being men and women of God should always be willing to help. Choose your tasks whenever you can so that you are actually helping someone and not being a peon or some subservient person but a person who is willing to help though they do not consider it to necessarily be their job but because they are men and women of God whether you are part of a group trying to deal with the problems of being what you are or searching for ways to get people to die that they too may be men and women of God on earth, but try to get as many as you can to willingly leave a corpse behind and go to heaven, the best thing you can do for anyone.

Do not just be in your face evangelists. That is what killed the Christians. If you ask them to die make it part of a conversation about dying. It does not matter how they die so long as they think they have died or even just say they have died. They are one of us. Encourage them. Ask them about what they read or watch or what they do on the Internet. After they have told you their interest bring up some misconceptions. Do not tell them you are spiritual. Talk to them about spirits if they will. If they will not point out to them that daydreaming or dreaming are true and that actually they are spiritual or written for them by spirits. Then work it so you can bring up God, me, then see what they think about me what God means to them.

They all know God, I AM subconsciously but they tend to ignore him. They know me subconsciously for I saved them by going to their subconscious and never found one that was apathetic or wanted to be evil. Then do not be surprised to see my power work as other spirits, even other Gods get involved and lead you as to what to say and do. Then tell them the truth that you believe all they need to do to get to heaven is to leave a corpse behind when they die or choose to live on earth good and unable to do anything wrong.

But be sure to include their inabilities to get the right answer they wanted the first time or do the right thing first to have things work out for the better. You might leave them thinking you are spiritual, but you are, do not be ashamed or embarrassed about it everyone should have the right to be into what they are into. Try to tell them it makes sense to die whether you are losing them or not and stress religions require lots of things that just aren't logically true or are laughable.

But do not live your life to kill others for their own good, they will die when they die. We have won them all and eventually they will die if only when their body actually does die and they come face to face to becoming good or the alternative which if they take it they will become one of us in heaven anyway for they will not last long that way.

Be ready and watch for a chance. Do not force it. We are not on damage control like all the other religions seem to be. So you can ignore it all together. They will get there. They just will not get to enjoy it in heaven now or live their life on earth a lot better if for no better reason than being and doing good which I do not need to tell you what that is.

Look for your life on earth to get better. Look for the breaks to go your way or for little pleasures to come into your life and people you used to know who were trouble not to be trouble anymore. Do not go looking for trouble from troublesome people but find yourself surprised by how little trouble the ones that come to you or cross your path are for you. You do not have to trust them but try not to let them know it.

They are changing. Encourage them and do not make us look like we are trying to get them to fit in with their enemies. But at the same time look for those that are nasty to you and others to either be less nasty or even not around or hard to find as we improve your life. It will get better. I AM, Me, the Son of God and even Most High are working hard. So even if you do not praise us give us credit in your mind or a word. It is great to see it happening but it does not ever hurt to give us and the angels some praise.

But there is more in the works. Drugs that were smoked will burn up too fast or not light at all and drugs that were injected will clog the needle requiring such users to cut themselves and pour the drug in their bodies directly if they are to have it enter the blood stream immediately. That inhaled will clog up the lungs giving such users COPD in a short time. But that ingested will cause gas and diarrhea to the point it might best be done in a bathroom and it will cause problems in both the upper and lower intestines that if it continues will cause polyps most benign some malignant cancer.

If those who sell drugs wind up with a dead user on their hands they will die being considered a murderer and therefore cursed. They will not be known even by their mother or the man that raised one if one did or anyone else. They will be given new memories of a different life lived in goodness and love but they will not be their memories but memories we write for them so that they seamlessly think they are someone else with a name familiar only to them whether they elect to leave a corpse behind and it takes place in heaven or they decide to remain good at least or as preferred by me also loving, loving to be loved and loving themselves. It will take quite a cut to produce the same effect as main liners get and many alcoholics especially will die of cancer that started in their intestines.

But those that are youths now will have no desire to use drugs or alcohol and those who use speed even energy drinks to get high will suffer the same outcomes at an early age while diseases of choice will make them sick if they use as will anything evil with the more deadly diseases going to those we have given up on them reacting to being punished for nonlethal to lethal offenses or evil. As time goes on they will think they are superstitious to acknowledging that what we do has that effect on them. You will not recover until your punishment is fulfilled. Flu-like or actual flu will be some of the most common symptoms as well as allergies like sinusitis or colds, the more severe indiscretions hanging on longer independent of their immune systems. HIV and AIDS can be given without any sexual contact or any other contact. But many of the worst offenders with be given TB. There will also be an increase in uncommon illnesses or even new illnesses we discover until they are commonplace. Caffeine will be encouraged within limits but nicotine will be considered an infraction deserving punishment even after it is clear that the addicts will die already.

But not all illnesses come from me and taking them away is difficult even for me. You will have normal virtually random disease outbreaks to put up with and my manipulation of diseases will be above and beyond them. The most that can happen to you is that you die and go heaven leaving a corpse that may be a human animal with a brain that is like a computer and a tiny spirit of an animal to afford the likenesses of personality and instinct while those that care for you are given time to get used to the fact you are passing while you are actually in heaven. But you may also choose to be changed so that you are good and only capable of good on earth with my preference being that you love, love being loved and love your own self. You may stop using cigarettes and cigars and chewing tobacco products for instance to prolong your life with or without the diseases you have or will cause you already.

Lying is a non-lethal offense even if it is used to swindle other people or deceive them that a product will help them or do something it really cannot do. Practical insanity like that may leave you insane believing you are really helping people by driving them to practical insanity. The placebo effect of your suggestions may cause them to heal themselves when such products are medical supplements that actually do nothing like flour or some other powder and a little aspirin or Tylenol.

Swindlers deal with the practical insanity and will be punished for not being in the right spirit in an effort to bring them into or back into Me, but there is nothing wrong with swindling. Money is nothing not even practical insanity. The authority to print money has not been given and as time goes on the need for the practically insane even of financial exchanges will be part of an archaic scenario that will be destroyed. You cannot swindle someone out of something that does not actually exist. Do not take it personal when they trick you into playing that fictional game that seems real now but later will be exposed for what it is, someone or some one surrounded by players that make up a value of it like the creators of Monopoly a game many people are familiar with.

The truth is that the money the United States Government prints out has the same value of the money printed out by those hired to do so for Milton-Bradley or whoever created that game. It has nothing to do with reality. It is not practical and it is insane to believe that anything fictional has any value to it even a practically insane value.

It is only valuable in the game that is going to be destroyed. It has produced too much ugly and evil behavior to be tolerated anymore and the bad males and females who continue to play it will be severely punished in order to put an end to it. You can have anything you want not by buying it but by either God pointing out to me you need it should you ask him what you need or by asking me directly and I will give it to you if it can be fit seamlessly into the life you live and not cause you to die, go insane or do evil on a case by case basis and even that you may be given when you get to a place in your life wherein it is harmless to others for you to have it.

Sometimes however you may have to wait until earth is more like heaven or wait until you are in heaven to receive it. Everything you want will be given you and you will receive it from me here, later or at the very least in heaven on earth or heaven whichever situation allows it first.

For example you could ask me for a million dollars and I will give it to you if it can be done seamlessly without causing a mad rush of people asking for a million dollars also. But when we break all economies on earth you may have as many of them as you want then. You will have your million dollars and as many of them as you desire. But they will be worthless even as they are now while the game sometimes referred to as finance is in place of rational behavior.

If someone is going to die and nothing can prevent it but merely prolong the agony they may be given drugs without the side effects I have placed on them on a case by case basis unless we want to keep you alive for any reason. In the case of drug addicts we may make it impossible for you to get a fix as punishment for as long as we desire which is to say things are not always given you as punishment to encourage you to die but something may be taken away as well. You will be contained and the things we must do to contain the evil of you doing it or proliferating it will be taken into account.

We do not do this because we hate you but because we love you and are working toward an earth that is so much like heaven there may be no way of telling the difference except that babies instead of newbies will be added to earth. If you misuse something you are given or misuse the fact something has been taken away it will be taken away or it may be added again in any combination or a new thing may be given you to prevent your misuse of that we gave or took away from you.

For example a woman with a sexual addiction may find she can find no one to have sex with and so masturbates with disturbing frequency may have a painful vaginal disease added or in severe cases her genitals will become unusable either missing or deformed but more likely her access to privacy will be cut off which in most cases will be enough.

Me will be involved in counseling such a one as a more likely scenario. The alternatives I mentioned were solely mentioned to say that any option may be explored even by Me who is now a God in her own right and I do not intend to interfere with what she does or the way she does it other than to say you will be delighted with the outcome which she seems to assert will be the case.

She might even let an alcoholic be bombed in his brain if it causes no one else any problems or have a party in his or her brain so long as only they are affected with no alcohol actually being consumed but only thought in their brain to have been but again unacceptable behavior can cause a variety of choices for punishment and reward there even on earth. Such things are done in heaven now.

Thinking is not necessarily something that is an infraction if it effects only you. There is nothing wrong with thinking you are pleasantly bombed or even not so pleasantly bomb in the confines of your own brain so long as you do not allow it to be done spiritually anymore like thinking you would like to try broadcasting your thoughts in your brain wherein people in your brain may seem to love them or hate them whichever you really want.

The trick to living in your brain is to actually want to make yourself happy by loving, being loved and loving it and loving yourself. Being tortured and tormented by those in your brain is even allowed even if you did not realize you prefer being tortured and miserable in your brain. It is when it reaches spirituality it becomes a problem that must be dealt with. There may be no effort made to make people more happy in their brain so long as it does not effect heaven or earth spiritually. Living in one's head is a common thing to want in heaven and on earth and most anything you want to think is permissible but when and where it effects the thought life of others does a problem exist.

But one that lives in their head may invite others who live in their brain to a party wherein they discuss what they think in their head in private if they do not attempt to effect the spiritual peace and goodness of heaven or earth as it will be, like when they were connected on an internet site that included just them and warned others what they were doing.

Keep what is in your brain pure and those who live in their brains will be no problem for you and when they are Me is available for counseling and the Son of God for getting thought creatures with even horrible personalities out of your brain. If you become overwhelmed or miserable and do not want to but do not know what to do just cry out, “I need some help with my thought life here!” That should produce all kinds of help that will even include the Most High if need be though he specializes in spiritual events only.

Most of it is impractical to fictional anyway but it is like you got too wrapped up in a scenario or a movie perhaps. It will seem real to you but it is only in your brain and if you cannot tolerate it you could be in hell a situation that can be all cleared up but often those who go that far never get completely over it. Even I will help and have power over thought entities as well as spiritual entities.

A mental imbalance can take place when spirits get involved in what you are thinking so try not to recreate demons, devils, Satan and witches in your brain unless you can control them even though they make it seem more real. They can be difficult for you to remove when they are real enough to you and try to remember it is your brain and your personal autonomy that trumps everything in there. Some of them have gotten so out of hand you think you have no control of them. God can clear your mind and allow you to start over fresh or refrain and learn to interact in the real world, the spiritual world. We may even do that if we perceive you are in hell in your brain. Even if it is not real it can begin to cause spiritual problems for others.

We are here to help. If you are on earth you can cause injury to your physical brain that cannot be fixed without you dying physically. If you choose to go on in earth with a fresh start remember that failing to be able to handle it once if proof you cannot handle it ever. It would be foolish to start anew with your physical brain impaired and you then having a mental disturbance that is caused by at least a chemical imbalance and to survive without your mental disturbance and also requires you to use God's mind and the assistance of the Gods while refusing to use your physical brain and its mind which is only your brain spiritually.

You need not remain insane even if you have been diagnosed with a metal illness and are being made comfortable until your physical body dies at which time you may choose not to have a brain and think, say, do and if it is your will even want the things you wanted on earth. Many cannot do that for it is habit forming and spiritually they have become a witch and will be given new memories of a life they never lived to make them a complete person that enjoys spiritual life on heaven free of the hell that was in your brain you keep going back to.

If you opt to be in me you will not only be good but loving, loving to be loved and even loving yourself with no memory of being any other way like one of my furries. Many have become like them or sent there in their consciousness perfectly sane never to return at least no one has ever returned so far not that they could not but are perfectly happy, full of joy and having great fun with a great multitude of people just like them that are there even then.

It is like what most of you subconsciously pictured heaven to be. It is so perfect it does not require anything but my power and all the angels I have to run the place. Enjoy if you go for I know you will forevers on out to endlessness without ever dying unless I AM decides to start completely over at which time he will make you that way again and it will seam to be there was no interruption while you are sane, safe and having a lot of fun without your old nature.

Even Natives cannot reclaim their primitive nature like they do so often on earth and even in heaven where they do not mind if they do. They are prone like animals to be petty thieves which can be annoying but thievery is as much the up to the thief as the one it is stolen from and most without a primitive nature do not guard there possession which they can get from us anyway even though it is annoying not to have your stuff where you last left it. Demons and witches in the days when they were so prevalent used to trick them by moving them or stealing them. But it is minor and the wrong doing questionable so we do little about it.

When you become a man of the two of us, God, if you are of me, John more properly I AM John is God and I am John and he is I AM you belong to me and I at least will look out for you. If you have any issues let me know. I will take care of them even if it means getting you to agree to be of I AM, Me, the Son of God or the Most High for perhaps you would be better suited with one of them.

But remember you are not what you were at all times. You are special. You are special to me. Anything you need it does not matter large or small concrete or intangible I am only too happy to take care of it. I not only love to be loved I love to help and I am always generous. IAM John also means, IAM God is Gracious also for I am that too, gracious and I AM is gracious. Go to him more to learn something with questions or for wisdom or what to do next but come to me for help. But something he loved to do is tell you what it is you need when you don't know. You will always get what you need even if it required you to do something and you did not do it.

The needles that break off or as I said plug up may even leave part of the needle in the drug addict's blood stream which will be unintentionally dangerous for that could be lethal on earth.