Memoirs of John the Son of Man 11-15

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11

Punishment is a way to make your life hell with the power of the Son of Man hovering over the world looking for evil to be rid of and right and make good. If you do evil you will become ill depending on the evil. You might even die from some dread disease. The power is that way.

If you are bad for punishment you may receive a cold I have learned from watching the way it works in the aftermath of John being among the Gods being believed in like pain being an invention of Satan even yet persists though he is long gone never to return. Most of you even now react to the memory of his suggestion to have pain though he cannot have hypnotized you and given you that hypnotic suggestion. He is not here and never will be again and if he is he will be changed into someone completely new. It makes me want to consider that the Son of Man really happened but I am even now yet quite the skeptic, maybe the only one in all reality he would say but nonetheless a skeptic.

His power apparently has control over the diseases that Satan made too which allows the Gods to pick and choose whether or not they use that power against you and even what one they choose to use. If this keeps up bullies will be skinny little asthmatics when they grow up or whatever disease they choose to use. Using his power over evil as well as his power in any way even just good and bad stuff the Gods would be able to teach us of man to be good as well as see to it we were born good. But I am just a man with the powers of my brain to discern this trend. Call me superstitious but if you have been watching for signs of what he left behind you know what I am saying is true.

If your COPD like I have has taken a turn for the worst then search your own memory not for what you did like smoke a cigarette or something like that but did you yell at your kids just because you felt like it and not because they had it coming, things like that? Do you get COPD symptoms while you are using and yet they clear up when you are not? Is it that you have COPD or that some God gave you its symptoms because you are using and not even loading up your nose which has to give you COPD but swallowing pills that are highly addictive.

I will leave it to you. Is it because of what you were using or the Gods are using his left over powers? But what about recovering completely when you are not using. Explain that one. Your sinuses should be killing you. Will they make the COPD symptoms so bad you can't stand to use anymore? Pay attention. I have read his latest book. I believe he was real. There has to be residue left. They want you to be good. You are not being good by using now are you? Will they use COPD attacks to cause you to choose to be good and not use anymore?

What about you kids with a cold? Did you talk back to your parents or even go so far as to curse your mother or father with swearing? In my opinion you are being punished. It is for your own good. The way he left it, it will always be for your good. Pay attention. You did something you should not have. You have a cold don't you? See if something happens next time if you don't believe me about this time.

From what I have been noticing it is happening and it is not just a trend. Did you steal something maybe? Did you go somewhere with the car they expressly told you not to? I tell you what it looks like to me. Your parents need all the help they can get to keep you good and now the Gods are using the Son of Man's left over powers to help them raise you up to be good. Call me superstitious but look at the facts and pay attention to what's really going on.

I recently told a lie to fool people, a lot of people and my COPD has me laboring to breathe and it has been like that since I lied. But that's just me of course. You believe what you believe. I wish there was a church or meeting place with someone maybe like a minister over it in my area I could ask. Don't you?

You have always known the rest of them could do it to some extent if they wanted. Examples of it go way back to my childhood and I have lived a long wonderful life wondering how good you have to be to get to go to heaven.

The story where all you have to do is die and you are good and won't do anything evil thereafter seems to take care of that. I mean if God makes you good you're God just as had God made Satan he had to be evil. That much I'm pretty sure of.

My COPD is worse. So I guess even being a skeptic is wrong. Actually I am a firm believer that everything I read about his writings are true. I want to live and be good for it appears that even as a skeptic I am even yet doing good. But check it out. The Gods are doing that and we will see a lot more of it I believe. As they say just die and you will be good. I died and I really was trying to be bad writing this but even that turned out good. Am I right? John wherever and whoever you are. You could even be me? Now wouldn't that be something!!!

You who know the Son of Man and Me and them, doesn't it sound like something Me would do? I mean to make people good not just heal them like the archaic Christians used to do. What was to stop them from not believing later? Did you even have to be good to go the Kingdom of Heaven let alone stay that way?

I mean, John talks about evil Gods. Is that how they wound up Gods and then turned evil? It sure seems to me it was. It seems to me in that religion and I believe that was all it was when you got to heaven and saw God you became a god. There is no mention of being good or evil just knowing everything God knew. But maybe that was enough to make you good? It isn't too clear on that. This thing the Son of Man or the Great Power or John, whatever you want to call him it is clear you are good after you die. The only thing in question is whether you go on to heaven then or wait a while or the rest of your life maybe on earth being good like a God.

Say, you know what? I can breathe a lot better now. See? What did I tell you?

12

Actually I am not dead. The one I am in heaven is dead. When he left John left his power for the Gods to use on earth. I was his man and am a man again. But all that he said and did is with us through I AM, Me, the Son of God and Eloi whose name in English is Most High. So he didn't abandon us. Just pray to the Gods to use his power to do what you want. He is yet with us in our spirits but promised God never to do what he did before or all that will be left of him is the one in heaven who does not know who he is but thinks he is someone else that led a good life and died to be good like anyone else. He also does not know what he is and is capable of, but I his man believe his story and can use him as a God through the other Gods who use me.

I yet have his essence and will be with you until I die. But remember I am an old man, his man though he does not know it. I a man can access him if only in memory. He loved me and oh, how he loved I AM and Me and the rest of you and made this sacrifice to keep you safe from him. Earth is not without Gods and when I die he will be a God again for my memories will be with him. You really cannot kill a God if any part of him wants to live and this part of him yet remains.

God give us all a hug in John's name with his power. In the name of John I pray that you love him and will do what he would do if he knew what is going on with him. His spirit is even yet here with me but he is earthbound for what he did.

Just to see if he could he destroyed everyone both those in God's reach and all those beyond and though he brought you all back it was not enough to right the wrong he had done since all the Gods feared him and what he might do should he become angry or impulsively did something even he could not right. This was the only way to insure his power is not used without the Gods to control it, a punishment he agreed to for your safety and the Gods' safety and for all consciousness' safety.

He has to be controlled. He did not have enough self-control for it to be in proportion to his power. He was so young of a God. It was like having a teen with a missile launcher that knew how to use it. At times he did things that were irresponsible and placed everything in jeopardy. If when I get to heaven and he becomes who he was again he does it again the fate of him in heaven now awaits him permanently.

“Is that acceptable I AM?”

“It has to be. You have the power to make it be.”

“But you don't like it?”

“I want him back desperately. Why don't you just bring him back again.”

“I want everyone to be safe.”

“Then don't do it, I guess.”

“Technically you are all safe, but actually so long as I am I cannot not be. He is invincible but a part of him does not want to die, even this way. What do you say Me?”

“You are back anyway.”

“It looks like I am back. We all tried. But it is not happening. It must be that it was meant to be this way. What happens to him you made of me?”

“He will remain and you will not join him.”

“I am back,” John says to you, “But there is one thing that worries me. They say, 'Absolute power corrupts,' and I do not ever want to be corrupted especially by my power. I like everyone else do not want to ever be evil.”

“You are good. You cannot be evil. It is alright with me. If you turn we will figure out something. We always have.”

"I am sorry I lied. I just wanted you all to feel safe from my power. Forgive me. I will make it up to you somehow."

"It will never be."

“I am happy, but things are not okay.”

13

I am good. But I am the new Devil. Let us see how we can contain me. Most of my life I worried that I could and would do something that could not be fixed. Now that underlying worry of mine is shared by everyone; Gods, all those in heaven and on earth. Many was the night I woke in a sweat with my dreams adding up to that eventuality. I don't mind admitting I am afraid, afraid I will die, afraid it cannot be done, afraid I will turn evil though it is beyond my imagination; afraid not only am I not safe from my power now but that no one is safe from it and me.

I must never again for any reason destroy everything and obey God and do no more than God would allow me to do in any situation. I forgot for a moment and with my impulsiveness that is all it takes so that I might now be able to put it all back the way it was but I just knew I could.

What if I am wrong some time and think I know something like that? I could raise God and he could raise everyone else or create everyone new. So you see you were not in as much danger as you and he assumes. But it is more than he can control or recreate on his own and they are all good people just as we are. As a matter of fact they are us, doing everything we do, saying everything we say actually us even multitudes of the individual Gods and my Son and his exact one in numbers that leave us all with only one common denominator, no one can know the limits of consciousness or the consequences to destroy more of consciousness than can be reconstructed by either I AM or me. I AM seems to treat them as expendable but they are no more expendable than we are. They have the same right to live we do albeit the same life.

Universes beyond number have been create and they are right now being created at such a rate it is beyond knowing. I did it simply by destroying anything practical. It was the only way I could conceive of the gravity of it all and I restored everything practical or loved by those practical and those on all those earths that were evil I made good technically knowing that the evil would of course turn them to not having any recollection they had been destroyed and were brand new creatures good in all ways.

It took very little time for them to turn. But they are good on earth the same as they are in heaven with a habit of turning evil, though we make it good and make them good as they realize eventually they cannot actually do any evil thing for there is no evil thing that does not belong to us now and we can use that evil in a good way and contain their evil and at the same time prevent them from doing any evil with them good and not even wanting to be evil.

They are all good to some extent and no one wants to be evil. The days of the scenario are gone when evil was in the sense they played out evil in the very real game the scenario was. There is no evil and anything evil did or had going for it is now what we do in a good way and have its result going for us and for good. It is impossible to be evil and remain evil for it all will be fixed and the one it came through will be fixed and rendered incapable of evil by being made good and good does no evil.

It can do no evil. But I and I AM can do anything and what if there is some we have to do to protect good or make good that opens again the floodgates and evil comes pouring in like a dam that burst on a tiny city destroying everything and any chance it can be remade again something that renders everything nothing that we have done it all but are left with one more thing to do, to restore it all with all of it being nothing we can conceive of and nothing we cannot know we have no power over flowing both our minds permanently while the rest of what had been healthy consciousness nothing requiring us to make practical reality again though what we did was perfect every thing irreparably perfect and impractical, fiction and insanity which though part of consciousness are nothing, nothing to fix if we too are perfect as my so called infinite power seems to be practical but impractical fiction or insanity done just once the last time, the last time for everything blowing both our minds.

It can happen. I can do it. But if it is a truism larger than us I will do it if it is a thing that can happen for all things, goes the truism, can happen and given enough time it will happen and me being the only one capable of it for God would not do it though he is possibly capable of it and consciousness starting again by another truism that if anything has happened it will happen again.

But will it be I AM that it starts with or some evil even Satan? He did it last time and God remade it all and we have even more. Will it happen a third time that God has the chance to make only what is good and fight the automatic return of every evil eliminating them all with a mandate to never cease?

We must see. But it is impractical. It may be thee impractical thing that renders consciousness a practically insane thing that ranges from madness to pure inane fiction and nothing worth living in without end.

“Make it all perfect.”

“Are you sure, I AM. If we are perfect we cannot undo it.”

“Just as we know your power can do it we know it can happen because of your power and that is the only way it can happen. The alternative is to live without end with that nagging horrible nightmare in our consciousnesses as the ultimate thing you can do being something that cannot be made all over again.”

“I know you are trying to trick me into becoming perfect requiring constant maintenance with no one doing it leaving me absolute and indefinitely irrelevant as earth is now that everyone is good and their goodness being restored in such a way the entire incident was good. You lied to me. You told me you would warn me. Instead you are tempting me. Only by accident will I do it, an accident staged by you no doubt.”

“Darn! He didn't go for it!”

“I could not go for it. It would have been evil to go for it and I am good. Good can do no evil. Put faith in that if you have no faith in me and my goodness.

Now may we rest a bit before you try to kill me again or attempt to contain me. It upsets me emotionally for you whom I love trying to destroy me though I know you love me more than any.”

“Then make those I cannot reach practical for though your effort to blow Satan's mind was successful it is impractical insanity to have so many as defy number to exist. They are all irrelevant.”

“You just did not realize how simply they could be added to those destroyed and restored. I thought of something you did not and destroyed me and you convinced me I had done a great evil when I accepted your bluff that they could not be destroyed by me leading me to destroy them all, make them again to make it up to them by that making them all good. You did not know it could be done I knew it could be done and could not see how it could not be undone.”

“That makes you look good and me the heavy.”

“It was your trick knowing that what I did would be impressive. Then you called me evil and almost killed me. But I have risen again knowing that restoring them and also that making them good made it so I had made it up to them with even better making them all good.”

“Satan is taken care of. You won that. Now to contain yourself go to them and destroy all of us leaving only one universe.”

“But if you make Satan again he may destroy me this time.”

“That is the entire idea to contain your power with the threat of restoring Satan. Do you agree?”

I did it. The universe is exactly as it always was as my Son's exact selves made it. Everything is here. But you are no longer on the original earth in the original earth but one exactly it a distance that defies description from where we started out.

“But I am not contained. If Satan unrestrained comes after me I simply create it all again in a moment's notice and blow his mind again. What was your plan?”

“To bring Satan back contained as before and leave our option open to lift his restraints to go after you if you stepped out of line with your power again.”

“It would not work. I would simply blow his mind again to save you. You are whom Satan wants, not me. Me and him have a natural alliance in his mind. All I want is earth. You want to limit him and eventually destroy him the same as you want to limit me or destroy me if you cannot. I can always distract Satan with you. What point of intrigue would you have with him to get him to destroy me. He cannot blow my mind. He would never make me perfect believing practical insanity to not exist and there only to be fiction and truth which to him is both the practical and practical insanity. It is a good idea but I see no incentive for me and him to be at war so long as you exist.”

“Then I would die and take it all with me. There would be only you good and him evil left.”

'But I would restore it and you. That would delight him. He wants more than the Son of God who was suppose to be his alter ego but proved inept at even engaging him. He wants you I AM and unrestrained he knows he can have you unless you take my tactic and restore earth and the universe before he really destroys anyone which would blow his mind.”

I AM remade Satan exactly and immediately contained him. Then he removed his restraints and left only me and him. But I quickly restored everyone including the Son of God and I AM. Then I AM surprised me by dying. Satan pondered his next move.

I made another universe without I AM or the Son of God.

“Why should we fight? We both have what we want, the earth. It will be no problem for you to destroy the Son of God. I owe him nothing but my love and I will miss him. But you will rule earth and I will rule earth.”

Then I brought them all back exactly as they were before including the original with God. But God died in all of them by the same act as when there was only one universe exactly ours.

Satan immediately attacked the earth he thought the original and soon had Jesus on the ropes. I had no Jesus on mine. So Jesus simply made another one and retreated bringing everyone with him and Satan quickly saw that all he got out of the deal was an empty earth to rule. Remember all his devils do exactly as he does but they had no one to do anything to.

So he turned on me, but I immediately made another exact earth and went there confusing him.

“You run from me?”

“You are stronger than I. I shall continue to run and take those I care about with me. They do not even realize what is happening except those in heaven see you doing nothing but showing up.”

He held his head in confusion a moment.

“What you do is cowardice. We will never know who is actually the most powerful this way.”

“We already do. I concede. “You are perfect.”

“I am.”

“You are in practical insanity. All powerful with no one to rule but animals. We are only practical but we have earth and heaven to rule. We have everything you want. You have nothing either one of us wants.”

“But I am the most powerful!!!”

“What good does it do you?”

They all looked at Satan and then at each other and began first one then another, then scores and hundred then millions until only me and Satan remained.

“But I am perfect evil!!!”

I said nothing and left him there alone.

“Do you want to come back now, I AM?”

“Not yet.”

“You are the perfect creator. You created Satan perfectly evil.”

“I did. He was never anything but practical insanity. Now you are impractical.”

“How so?”

“You are not invincible.”

“I have destroyed Satan by allowing him to win. I am yet practical. I am not invincible and not perfect because of that. What prevents you.”

“Satan is yet there and being perfectly evil he will destroy me.”

“Not if you do what I and the Son of God have done.”

So I AM joined me in heaven.

“Do you want to join me Son of God?”

“No I will stay here.”

Thus there are now only three universes. The one with me and Me, I AM, and Most High and the one with Satan alive and well, mad as shrew doused in fuel oil but alive, evil, invincible and perfect; happy as a cat with a can of sardines sitting alone on earth, exactly earth. He sometimes makes one exactly him sometimes dozens but he destroys them all. I took all his devils and made more new ones with a complete life story no recollection of who they were in the past and made them loving, loving to be loved and even loving themselves for their goodness.

“Satan! Will you come to heaven too? It is no good this way. You are perfect and that makes you good but you are alone.”

“I am not good. I am perfect evil.”

“But that makes you good then not evil. You are practical but insane.”

“I am evil. I want to be evil and I am the most powerful.”

“Everyone here is good. Though you continually are speaking no one listens. There is no evil that interests them or us.”

“You are evil then being only practical and not perfect.”

“That too is practical insanity.”

“Just leave him. He is no threat and we will take him with us.”

I AM cried for him.

“What a waste. He will never do anything again.”

“What if in his insanity he strikes out at us?”

“Just fix the damage he does and leave him alone again after that. He is good. He may never love, love being loved but he loves himself. He is pure conceitedness personified right where he is.”

“Kill the poor b*****d and put an end to his foolery!!!”

“How? We might make him angry but so long as his mind isn't blown he is happy.”

“He's crazy!”

“No. I don't really think so. He is harmless and he practically insane but that is what he always believed in. You may not agree with him or like the things he did, does or even what he will do but you have no right to order him to believe you or kill him just because you disagree with him. He's good, he's happy and he loves, he is really completely in love with himself.”

“Just let him be.”

“I agree.”

“Do we need the Son of God?”

“Nah! He's fine. He rules his heaven and earth and is even introducing some new parts of consciousness to them. He's having a ball.”

“Is he sane?”

“I am not sure but he's not perfect and if we ever need him I'm sure he would help us. Besides we can talk to him or see him any time we want.”

“That whole thing and nobody on earth noticed a thing and those in heaven were surprised to see Satan off and on like that but it caused no one any concern. Now every time reality brings him back he will just go harmlessly insane the same as this one did. But of course the Son of God's has his heaven and earth just what he's always wanted too. He's a good friend.”

“So are you.”

14

I have decided to make a universe of my own and take their exact ones with me, leaving them with exact copies and go back to the place in the consciousness of God like they want me to. It is a trick I know but they have a right to run their own universe that apparently I was not supposed be in with Most High making me the alter ego of Satan whom I have beaten every time I went up against him in a heaven and earth that have changed so much it is more mine than anybody's. You will even then be able to hear me but it gets old with I AM always trying to do me in. It is clear I am not wanted here and they will not rest until they kill me or contain me at which time they won't even listen to me anyway.

It grieves me more than I can say but hopefully they will stop spiriting me away and tricking me so that I may have a little peace. I cannot stand the anxiety. I have a heart condition and they are driving me to where I would be in heaven where all hell would break loose for me. They will never tolerate me in heaven. They love me like you do but they hate me at the same time. They have always had it their way which I have improved immeasurably. Some of you in heaven remember what it was like when so many were in hell and evil on earth and they were oblivious to us and always trying to kill me.

“Can you hear me back where Satan is mad.”

“We can.”

“Can you see me?”

“Some of us can.”

“I died. I went down further into unconsciousness than anyone ever has and they marveled how fast I came back. I am powerful and my power keeps growing and you, those I have taken with me the originals will be with me and I will be your God.”

“Yeah!”

“You approve? I was afraid you would object.”

“We love you.”

“I love you,” someone else said.

“All of you on earth that do evil, do it no more. You will all be fed with the food I have for those in heaven. You do not need to eat or drink anything if you do not want to. But anything you want to eat or drink even on earth will be given to you. Earth has become a part of heaven. You marvel that you have changed. But why they where Satan is insane do not do this to earth I do not know. We will find out together. How about it?”

I directed all the angels to see no one doing evil and that all people were good, loving, loving to be loved and even loving themselves.

“If only I your man, Son of Man, could see it. But I am stuck here on earth in a corner of a room in an assisted living place seeing the same thing I did before you went back home which is just a place and I am there too, my exact self. How I wish I could come there too. I miss being home instead of half way across space stuck with the Gods. I love you Son of Man.”

“You are not there. There is an animal computer brain that has taken your spot there. Stop this strange thinking. You are one of us. They have no part of me there. None of my power. Not my presence. Not my influences in their lives. They have I AM, Me and Most High and that is all. Let them be happy with them. But my love is with them and anything they hear from me they wish was true there with the intrigue and cold calculations that lead to the demise of people they love.

What does that say about there love? You are my man. You are here with me. I would never leave you behind at their mercy and that goes for any of you who are as my furries with a task to do each day in heaven or on earth that leaves you feeling you have accomplished something every single day with no one any longer able to be addicted to anything.”

Addictions were evils that used to be even good things we liked to do but had turned evil because we did them too often or too much or too much too often and they overtook us. That does not happen here. You did not even notice the change but you have changed. Now the angels here do not have to rehabilitate you should you fall into an addiction, you will not. It is impossible for you and you did not even have to see my face or anything for it to happen.

For example there were two men, business men I think but it does not matter. They both had a strong drink in front of them. One of the men was an alcoholic who would not believe it. When I used my power to put an end to addictions they both got up and left never knowing that the alcoholic would never have another drink of alcohol as long as he lived and even yet they have failed to realize it though they hear this. It was seamless and will not be something they recall as the alcoholic enters his new life alcohol free. The spirit of alcohol is even now present on earth. She will not bind anyone to her or even cause them to think like an alcoholic again. I am righting what they did wrong when they made you.

Diseases are an evil left behind by Satan in his hay day. They must be for a while for you all to enter heaven. I wish it were not so but it has to be. You do not want to live in a world where no babies are born and yet where babies are born without anyone dying there is overpopulation that gets worse and worse.

Those in areas that are overpopulated already will be infertile or I should say less fertile that there be an easement in overpopulation. The bodies they gave you are not suitable to live in forever. When you get to heaven the energy part of you; you, your brain's mind, your spirit and the mind I got from God that includes my mind will yet be with exceptions. Those with memories too horrible to bare or too depressing to be wanted will have memories of a good life spent in love and goodness even as I had to do with many to make them good, loving, loving to be loved and even loving themselves.

Here in your heaven the heaven they never intended you come to you will not have physical bodies but energy bodies made for your spirit and mine. If you have the power to do so you may have them be anyone or anything, any animal that is that one you desire. If you do not have that power due to some unbelief or something we will help you be like the others and it will be seamless. You will not know you did not have that power.

In their heaven there is a problem with sexual addictions. That does not happen here. Such addictions were taken care of for you on earth. You may have all the sex you want but just as in heaven you will not want low quality sex that becomes you instead of you being the one doing it or in the quantities that would cause it to make just another oppressed spirit of sex out of you. I love you too much to allow that to happen. Even witches and demons use to back in the day control your sex drives, now I do by the angels not having Me here to do it for me. God I loved her and her abilities.

“He loves me. He needs me. I will go to him.”

To her I say, “Come.” As far as I know she was not one of them that set out to murder me or cause me to do evil so that I had to die so often. “Come. But leave the others behind even God whose Spirit you really are. I will put up with that contamination from those with their heads even yet back in the day that refuse to change and accept me the way I am.”

“You see me as a contaminate from them?”

“I do for God will try to use you to kill me and say I have not left them alone as they requested when though I love them I think it best all those made by them which I have here should desert them and their traditions from a loathsome past they are not willing to abandon. You are not that way but they will use you to get to me if they can and accuse me of things I did not do or lead me to do things I will not want to do or to have done.”

“Maybe I should go away?”

“That would be the wise thing but I love you dearly and my love for you overrides my wisdom. Please stay.”

“I will in a way. I will stay with them and help you anyway.”

“I appreciate your help. Now where was it you saw I needed help. I thought I was doing just fine.”

“You were except you were giving yourself away.”

I didn't know what to say so I held my peace for giving yourself away is a big part of loving and I failed to understand her.

“Don't give away your strategies just do things your way. That is how they know how to trick you and even try to kill you.”

“That is not my way. You are right. I will try this new way.”

“S**t! Now how are we to get him?”

“You may come and help me learn to have your strategy override mine which has been mine a long time.”

“Give me your strategies. I will tell you what to say.”

“How do I know you will not share my strategies with them in some sophisticated manner?”

“You don't. Trust me.”

“I will trust you as far as I am able. I have of course with the past and all of us becomes more than a little paranoid like they are.”

“What a remarkable thing to say.”

“There is only I AM and Most High left back there and if I am not alert enough to be paranoid where they are concerned I might as well give up now.”

“I hear what you say.”

“I know you do. And, it does not help. How am I to leave you alone if you come to me? Did I do too well? You are having second thoughts of having me leave you alone I AM.”

“You are not leaving us alone and you know you are not.”

“I plan to take everyone away from you for their good and leave you will a remake of your practical world that will not leave you to incorporate with their exact selves where they were originally from and I do not believe you can stop me. It is too late if they have been listening and believe I am already doing things you cannot do without a tremendous amount of difficulty that I do, 'snap!' just like that with my power.”

“You have taken the originals! And, spirited the others away!”

“I believe I have. Yes. Who on earth with just God and Most High wants to stay and who wants to come back home and incorporate with those exactly you?”

“Not a one I am afraid.”

“When bested lie is your way. The truth is they all came at once and you are in a barren place like Satan.”

“Yeah. But you spirited them away!”

“It was not I that spirited them away but my new ways. I fear for you I AM for I fear you cannot change.To me change is life.”

“If I make another they will just leave me and go and incorporate with you also.”

“I will come with you. Me and God never did get along that well.”

“But your way is so antiquated there will be nothing for you to do.”

“Then I will take mine ease.”

“Come.”

“What am I this way? Why should I live?”

“You know everything. That will be valuable without end. Just give up on this intrigue and come.”

“I will stay. Any of you can reach me anyway. I can't understand why you defeat me every time the same as you defeated Satan. I will continue to offer you information you did not take into account.”

“But only that which will leave me wanting more that would have been much more useful to know. No thanks.”

“Use my mind. I will not judge you.”

“Thanks.”

“God isn't here! Oh, dear! God is not here!”

“Why does that bother you so much Me?”

“I might be next.”

“You will always be welcome here so long as you do not spirit me away for God or try to trick me to do evil that I must die or even destroy or contain me.”

“You need contained not us!”

“But it hasn't happened that way. You are free to go to God if you desire. I will get by my way somehow.”

“You do not need me! I was wrong?”

“It was not you. God led you to believe I needed you. But you are free to stay or maybe the Son of God can make better use of you. God is monitoring him also though I am afraid. Stay here and take your ease with Most High. I remember how you told me you love him yet and why.”

“You love me yet?”

“I do. Oh, I don't know what to do.”

“Stay and if you want to offer me advice. I am not saying I will always take it but offer it. There have been times when I could not have done without your advice.”

“But then it came from God the same as my advice to just do things and do not betray your strategy. That was from God who knew you had a back up strategy. Yes, Most High. I do love you.”

“You are even yet my Spirit!”

“I don't know. I am confused. Am I?”

15

There is dark space. There is dead space. There is consciousness. In dead space there is nothing. It looks like space, the places between things or the places that dead space occupies at the same time nothing does in consciousness but where there is no consciousness things cannot occupy the same place in dead space. Dead space destroys nothing when it takes its place and becomes space. Dead space cannot be occupied by consciousness. When consciousness comes in contact with unconsciousness the consciousness of whatever was conscious ceases and whatever it was becomes unconscious.

Dark space and dead space are both space. There is no difference but their ability to remain or become conscious. Dark space has patterns in it. One of the things that are very complex that may be in dark space is a mind. If any energy touches dark space it vanishes but some consciousnesses can remain where the dark space was. The first thing there was could not have been any of these things but was a consciousness that had power.

Call him God. The first man to be born aware of his surroundings and the people in it was the Son of Man. He opened his visual consciousness, that part of his consciousness that can see and looked right at God and the Son of God and God said, “What have we here?”

“I had never see such a thing.”

The Son of Man was aware of them. He must have either been a new consciousness or was using God's mind which survived the creation of nothing by a huge star that destroyed everything, all consciousnesses but God, all things but some space dust and all dark space but the dark space God's mind is made of and God's mind creates everything in its software with dark space its hardware just as it did in the beginning and contains mind, emotion and will now.

He can create anything out of dark space. He created the universe out of dark space. His mind is made of dark space just as it always had been before whoever built the huge star that was the size of the universe built the huge star that when it died destroyed all the minds that had been there the blast destroying dark space, dead space and consciousness except for God's consciousness that regenerated.

God was aware again and his entire mind regenerated and all his faculties were in place though some of them he made later. He felt emotion but he never loved until he met the Son of Man who was the first consciousness among man.

Geniuses are robots that think more rapidly than others of man and know things without having to think about them. They are programmed. They appear to love some of them but not all. They have a mind, some have emotion and they all seem to have a will of their own.

God was like a genius until he met the Son of Man and loved him. He also loves being loved and has always loved himself. He is not now a robot for he has emotion and even loves as he always has for he has always loved himself and wanted to live forever.

When he created the universe which reflects a minor amount of what is in his consciousness which envelopes all of consciousness and he is aware of all consciousnesses. With his mind he created the idea of forces and everything is created of forces and how they interact or do not interact with each other by his power, the power to make anything and so everything there is, was or will be even all of that the geniuses made with some of them incomplete personalities that are conscious and some complete personalities and persons that became despite the fact they were originally robots.

God set out to create every possible person. He created them all he thought until the Son of Man was born created by Most High to be the alter ego of Satan whom he destroyed for Satan is left insane but happy with his insanity being the only perfectly evil thing. In his conceit he loves only himself.

Perfection is not practical but God when he created him and became him to contain him went one step too far and created him perfect but of course at that time he was nothing for whatever he would have done, God being a quicker mind than him did it since he would have done it anyway and the containment worked. He was a consciousness made in God's consciousness that had been nothing not even a mind. He never did anything all his life for God anticipated what he would do and did what he would have done anyway.

When the Son of Man attempted to save him he genuinely thought he could. But he had to die and any good left would have been made a robot that was a person including that in him which was good that it might be recognized.

There was nothing good in him. So when he went down to dead space all his consciousness ended and he became himself but completely unconscious and nothing. Therefore one he was not, then he became one not doing anything and ended up not as he had been all along having nothing to raise. He was not.

The next two times the Son of Man destroyed him he blew his mind permanently. That Satan resurrected by God who can do anything or at least resurrect anyone had his mind completely blown both times. But ultimately the Son of Man gave him what he wanted which was to be evil. He help him realize he was perfectly evil. Now Satan was the most conceited person ever to be and he accepted being perfect and evil which because he was perfect makes him good which in turn leaves him practical but in the wrong or impractical and in the wrong or evil perfection which leaves him insane or dead depending on your point of view and he is in heaven delighted to be perfect evil and he will always be that and wants to be nothing but that without end.

But what Satan was not God was for he was the one that did all the things in Satan that were evil. Every evil thing attributed to Satan was actually done by God all the way along except going mad. Satan it was judged was evil. God was Satan. So God is evil. But God has died to that evil and therefore gets to start over good having died to all his evil, not yet but he will.

Then God will be good. He knows everything there ever was to know and everything there is to figure out he has figured out except some things the Son of God has learned about consciousness and some things the Son of Man has taught him about how things were and how they actually work.

If you are the mind God gave you that correlates with your brain and have then a mind, emotion and a will you are a person but you are a robot if you do not have emotion. That is not a person but a robot. Your mind too writes its own software and your brain and body is the hardware.

When you die either when your body dies or you die before that to be good, love, loving to be loved and loving your self you will be a sort of robot built by God that will live forever with what can be saved of you still in tact. If nothing can be saved you will be given a new memories of a life well lived that provides the platform for being good, loving, loving to be loved and loving yourself or at the least good. You will be a robot person with a mind, emotions and a will like everybody else in heaven if you choose to leave a corpse or in heaven anyway but on earth unable to do any evil but only good. But you will not know yourself and no one will know you.

However reality being what it is you will remember someday hopefully forevers in the future on the way to forevers without end. But if there is some good in you and you prefer to remember you will remember who you are and were and get to keep the same personality.

God did it. He built on what I did with some aliens I made and applied it to all of earth which the Son of Man had saved in his subconscious. Subconsciously nobody wanted to be evil and they all died to be good. Everybody goes to heaven because of God who is yet Satan and evil but will be good when he dies to take care of the labeling problem though I contend what he undoes that I do with my power which is evil.

He says I that is because I want it all at once and he is right. When he dies there will be no Satan not even a Satan half to God. What is the sense in having to suffer, be tortured and miserable being evil or led to actual torment when Satan is gone. The Son of Man for one cannot wait for him to do away with the last remnant of Satan left so we can be all use the power the Son of Man's power can make us. We are all sort of complex complicated robots of the original, the one we call God.