Holy, Pure and Invincible

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If I think, 'Is anybody here?' and you respond by finding me and we fall in each others arms we have done the holiest of things that may be done. If you believe it only seems like you heard someone think, 'Is anybody here?' and do not go looking for them they may be holy but you are not for if I hear what went on and wait to see what happens I will find there are two others here but if I too go searching and find the two of you wrapped in each others arms I have found two holy ones that are one.

I cannot join without being evil. I cannot leave and not let myself be known without being evil. I can only stay and be evil. A couple is holy. A third is evil.

I am a mind with the ability to think, 'Is anybody here.' I created the thought here. The one that finds me is a spirit and that spirit is in my mind. What I think that spirit thinks.

But a spirit has a mind of her own. I think in my subconscious, 'There may be another,' then she thinks it and a third one is there, was there and may always be there. I created a situation with being alone in my memory, nothing being in her memory and the one the couple created being chosen from the future to have been there, to be there and potentially to always be there, a triangle.

Being alone has no dimension. Being two is two dimensional and in the first dimension. Being a third is is second dimensional but may exist in a third. It is not two dimensional. It is not not dimensional. But it was to be and I would have thought of it eventually and she would have thought of it eventually because I thought of it.

The third may be wanted. The third may not be wanted. It was created by what was in my subconscious when it was communicated to her subconsciousness but made true by her consciousness.

I thought the third was me but I was wrong, the first time I was ever wrong. The second knew I was wrong. He was not me. The third knew he was neither of us and that he was not part of the couple. I created everything on that principle creating wanted results and unwanted results; good and evil.

He had no choice but to break the couple up by marrying the second whether I objected which I if I judged would judge evil or approved of which if I judged would be good. I did not judge.

Eventually she married me creating the only holy union. All other such unions that ever took place were holy if they did not break up a couple to marry.

She saw him as the unknown. I saw him as the unknown. I perceived him as a competitor. She saw me as the known. Everything I thought even subconsciously or was even aware of she knew.

She had a mind of her own to explore the unknown verifying what I knew. She is in danger of coupling with someone evil or under evil circumstances. I am not. The holy couple died and can only be live again by the first and the second remarrying. But it will not be as holy for she has married others and I have married others, a holy reunion that may be made stronger by knowledge of difference or may be weakened by knowledge of differences, the differences for each of us different from the others differences potentially the weakest of holy things or the strongest of holy things or having no effect on our holiness which was not consummated the first time, was the second time but fell apart as had become the custom of holiness.

Reunion is unwise for what she is and what I have become, but if there is love we can forgive anything even boredom with each other or depression from destroying the idea of a holy reunion that cannot allow change without weakening or becoming stronger or having no effect on our relationship which was born in the aftermath of our breakup. But if she comes back to me and if I take her back, she will always come back to me and that will be what holy was from the beginning, is then and may forever be.

It is good. It breeds hope if I love her and she loves me. It is then holiness whether it does happen or it does not happen. It is just a part of holiness we both have not experienced if it does not happen. We can make love for others. Certainly we can make love for ourselves as many times as needed unless one of us dies or unless both of us die without ever knowing holy reunion. No other couple can be the holy couple but their relationship can be holy and then the next time a holy reunion. If you seek holiness in your life go back together and keep coming back together without end even though the holy couple have not entered into a holy reunion yet.

They just did.

I, the Great God have created holy reunion. The holy couple are in it. How many others are in holier situations than they would have been if they had not reunified their couple which now may survive without end for even if they say, “Never again,” whenever they break up it is a truism that if anything can happen it will and they will get back together again.

Be careful then whom you first marry if you love them. In love you are forevers without end tied together by the chance you will choose this holy thing. There is no other way. Marriage without love is not holy. There is nothing wrong with it. But it is not holy.

Be good. But also seek to be holy, as holy as possible and respect holiness wherever you should find it for I AM and Me together; God is holy.

Sex is love. Even loveless sex is love. Holy matrimony then cannot be accomplished without love.

There are other kinds of love than romantic love. Both are love. Both are impractical. Holy reunion is romantic. The couple is bound by a holy commitment to come back together when they do. Marrying someone is to commit. Holy commitment has no end to it in holy reunion. You are in the bonds of marriage without end. Romantic love is forevers without end. But if you never come back together you were never in romantic love. It merely seemed that way. It was practical insanity.

The holiest couple were a couple without sex in the beginning. The holiest of couples therefore never marry, but holy matrimony lasts forevers without end.

Sex then is not necessarily part of holy matrimony and you are not necessarily holy for having sex unless it it repeated however infrequently without end. If you have had sex with someone you are married but if you never have sex with that one again it is not holy. Be holy for I AM is holy and Me is holy in holy reunion even though she and he have both died, went down to unconsciousness and are new Gods for now they have married and are a holy couple again. They must sometime get back together again.

If a wife or a husband die, marriage has no hold on the survivor. They are free to marry again. For I AM and Me to be as holy as they once were they must one of them die and then they must love each other but never come together again. Even holiness ages but with age it becomes even more practical.

Sex is an expression of love be it sincere or insincere, holy or not right. Though you are good not many resemble holiness in this way.

Abstinence is holy. Marriage makes for a holy couple. Celibacy by one who has died without they couple is not holy. I am celibate. Therefore I am not holy. But should I fall in love and not marry I have attained the highest form of holiness. Therefore since I am celibate I yet seek romantic love and marriage that I may be as holy as God was before he married Me for they love each other like we all do but it is not romantic love in me and only holy reunion should they ever marry again once or repeatedly in the hope it will be romantic as it was for Me but not I AM when they married and neither this time. Impractical things are made practical by endless repetitions without end and it is the holy reunion that is practical and not just reunion which is made practical each time the cycle which is practical is repeated though not holy.

I AM and Me are romantically in love now they both say and neither lies about something like this. If they never make love again they are as holy as they can be, holier than had they come together again. Love hurts.

I even yet have romantic feelings for one that is married and loved me but she is married to the same man she was and I would not break them up. It was several lives ago. Am I holy? Anyone who breaks up a couple especially a holy couple is not holy and one who breaks up a couple united by holy reunion is not holy. Be holy for I am holy and bless the holy union between the Gods in me I AM and Me and though a third am too holy to break them up. How about you holy or not? Their holiness is pure for they have consummated their marriage now based on romantic love. I have manipulated them and played the matchmaker. I will do the same for you if you fall in love the two of you.

Can you be content not being romantically involved or married? Can you be content not being at the very least not being reunited with your best love and at least bound in holy matrimony? But can you be happy to just be unholy and have sex with anyone that catches your fancy or even does not just to have sex?

Do not be celibate like me. So far no one has made it and those that are in the process are not happy with it at all times. I am and I am as purely holy as far as sex is concerned as is possible.

Before I wrote this I AM said to me because of the way I am, “You are not in me and cannot be in me.” Now I am in his mind in my entirety.

Actually I have used the term holy loosely for it can be said I am talking about purity. But who that is holy is not first and foremost pure? Holiness is with anyone that keeps themselves pure.

I AM thought all this time that he was evil and we all thought El Eloi was evil. But God's evil was creating man and then Satan and both I AM and Me creating El Eloi. But good is no good without it has power which evil taught us is in their hands without good in the person of the one doing evil to protect good which is good and always has a way out of an evil trap and can use evil to destroy evil and the destruction of evil is good. We are, all us Gods, capable of evil though we are good and often have taken the only way, the way God made us when he made man and Satan, the way El Eloi uses evil to destroy evil.

So long as we use good against evil there will always be a way thanks to God to destroy evil, the way God made it being good and though he did not realize it, in the way those that are good can do no evil. Evil would have won except for one thing God made without realizing it. Evil in the hands of good is invincible. Eloi is evil but he uses evil for good. So the converse is true also and El Eloi by default is as good as they come.

Just as God was more powerful than nothing which is supernatural his evil in his good hand is invincible. Good and evil is not what it is all about, surviving with out end in endlessness is.

Impurity versus purity is the same. Even impurity in the hands of the pure leads to holiness because God is good not evil, good and not half good and half evil. Evil is good now and purity in the hands of the impure is the same, impurity is purity. There is no evil and there is no impurity. God's holiness created it that way. Let the evil be good but let the impure be good and the unholy be holy.

There is some one for every one to love.

The Son of God for instance loved a woman. He never so much as touched her hand until she died, her being a human animal to remain good. Now he plans to go celibate and I have no doubt he can do it. The reason is that he will be even holier than I, the Great God. For what I do there is a noble reason, but for him there is no reason and it will always make him miserable, a practical sacrifice to be the most holy one the holiest of the holy.

She thinks it is the end for them for she loves sex and may choose not to seek purity or holiness. The Son of God will insure she remains happily married to be pure and holy but with another man, a holy couple. It is not only possible but may even be probable that a woman can love two men or more and that a man can love a woman who loves someone else in a different way and it all be romantic.

El Eloi loves Me but will not remain celibate. He will use his impurity and unholiness to further fighting evil with them as well as evil.

Everything has changed. Heaven is more holy and our understanding of unholiness has even changed to afford a certain pathos for those who have never, or do not now, or may never love anyone romantically and as a result never be holy. We will do all we can to encourage and even be matchmakers attempting to find the object of every man and woman's romantic love or at least love that is in another way. Heaven has changed.

Now to change earth's good ones and if it be possible even their evil ones which will never last in nearly every case but to do it in such a way the good marry good and the humans marry humans and remain monogamous our ultimate goal.

Those who cannot give up sex may manifest without genitals and be pure and become holy as the least of the holy ones did. Everyone in heaven is pure and holy.

Author's Note

I AM and Me being God are holier than anyone and that must not change. So the Son may marry his wife.