For Love and Rehabilitation

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Anytime you go unconscious you die. If you are blessed you come back with the same personality if you are not you come back with a different personality, and if you are cursed you come back with an evil spirit. The only thing you can do then is die again in the hope of being blessed as you were the first time with a good spirit and God be praised you can even come back with a better personality, but a man with an evil spirit will even have to deal with the evil they did when under the influence of an evil spirit he can deal with by dying but sometimes the evil spirit doesn't want to leave when he dies and he has to be blessed by John and be made good again with all those evil memories that take hold of a man and live and die that got inside him and he must love God from a distance or turn to Jesus who when he does evil again turns him over to John's angels to be rehabilitated.

There are no evil men on earth, just rebels who persist in being rehabilitated until they are willing to live good with all those evil desires and devices still inside them in their memories that make their way to their heart to make them love God so much they can barely go a day without being rehabilitated again but love God for saving them from ruin, misery and going down to nothing by nothingness which is the only solution for some. There will be no evil men. So they have to be made like John's aliens changed to be loved and loving instead of being hated and brutal beasts.

The mouth of a man is a one way street to hell in their mind and their spirit that overrides their good will. God has a solution for such men and women. He knows what is best for anyone to say and do at all times in all situations to avoid trouble and to avoid saying or doing something evil from the well of their heart. The heart is wicked. Who can know it? Not even God.

You are free to say and do as you please so long as you do no evil. Then the authorities empowered by God and backed by us Gods and the angels come and take you away. In rehabilitation the first thing you will do is go unconscious and not just once but as many times as it takes for you to have a good spirit and compatible personality with goodness. They are God's hand reaching out for me to magnify him and the hands of my spirit and my angels who specialize in such a thing to make a man or a woman good, but their punishment is to be left with the taste of evil in them which makes them hungry to be wild like the primitives man's big brain were put into and that nature they carried until God persuaded by John's argumentation took that evil animal nature from them and even then some act like they yet had it drawing themselves ever closer to fiction and the insanity of evil which is not insanity like talking out of their heads but following what seems to be true but is in a strange spirit and not Me, the Spirit of God who suffers no one with another spirit even to rest on them let alone lead them to doing well and being loved and loving, good and no longer evil again and again until somewhere along the line between here and the endless future does not occur again and they are saved from the love/hate relationship with God by the overwhelming evidence that God loved them even when they were evil and even before John spoke to say all of man on earth and in the heaven's like places not in God but at a comfortable place for the men and women that kept falling needing to distance themselves from God for his love being what it is cannot be tolerated by evil and that goes for the love of loving him too much for saving them the same as it was thought to be totally incompatible with God because of immoral activity that has turned out to be merely a tendency to love God more than can be practically done and in a form of instability causes them to love God more than love allows and yet be practical but a practical insanity that drives them from the one they love further and further until something has to be done.

One says, “Morning brother Ollie,” meaning they love them and wish nothing for them but that they should be being blessed on the that morning.

Brother Ollie says, “Morning,” but from his heart he hates to do it for he loves his brother who greeted him as though he had been God in his place whether God said it with the greeter or not. Then in frustration brother Ollie turns around and strikes the man behind him who found himself following too close and stepped on the heel of his shoe.

The man falls down. Brother Ollie goes on down the street and tries to ignore that he has done evil and did not love the man behind him but hated him.

God says nothing for brother Ollie has the same freedom to say and do as all people. People that love brother Ollie even yet though they put him on their favorite's list and ignore him hoping he will miss not being ignored and come back to loving others again. But don't jump to the conclusion he hates others. He identifies with his friends who struggle with the love/hate relationship with God which is actually love/love unrealistically in frustration always.

Brother Ollie behaves like the man people call him not the Ollie we all know for he is dying or dead and corpses have no further need of names. There is no one causing them to say and do the things they do, not God, not any of man, no angel and by no one but the memories of evil which is not even a spirit and certainly not himself whom has given up the fight to tolerate all this love coming to him and the being loved as everyone shows their concern for their failing brother now dead if no one stops it and without Ollie to struggle any longer no one to stop it either.

A good man walks out into the street with everyone delighted to see him and wishing him well and the good man overcome with joy and peace by the welcoming he deserves. He is the embodiment of those his memories and his heart hates for he knows the good man loves him as much as anyone. He beats the good man for being a good man unable to stand being that near goodness at that time breaking his jaw and putting his hip out of joint and breaking three ribs in a violent rage many try to stop because they love the good man and can't stand to see him hurt but also because Ollie is now their favorite.

A cop finally pulls up and hits Ollie over the head with a billy club but Ollie will not go down. It's as if he were fighting God and not the good man and even the officer is ineffective as far as containing him to save the good man's life and bring the situation under control with the authority of God.

An angel grabs Ollie by the collar. Ollie tries to hit the angel the same as had he yet been pounding on the good man. The angel lands one big right handed fist to Ollie's forehead and he is out like a light. Dead and unconscious for everyone even the good man to see who crying pleads with the angel to save his life and bring him back to them whole and in his right mind. The angel doesn't pay any attention to the cop who is trying to control the crowd of well-wishers and those outraged by Ollie's evil rage.

When the cop turns around there is no one. Ollie is gone. The big guy who may have saved his life is gone. The good man is being helped to an ambulance where he will be patched up and sent home to recoup. The crowd saw them disappear but the cop can't get any clear evidence as to what went on for some even cops are dead.

Ollie is in rehabilitation in John's angel's care. They say to him when he comes to just as angry and just as mean and ugly and evil, “Be loved, brother Ollie, and be loving in the name of John and magnify God. You are a good man.” But they know he is not. He is taken over by an evil spirit that he got from when he died. So they kill him. One of the angels strikes Ollie with the power of John and he goes down to empty space very near the end in danger of nothingness and they leave him there but he is too far gone to know or say anything.

Then they remove the evil spirit and cast it into nothingness and immediately almost it is nothing.

The good man sees it all and not his misery for he feels no pain and other than a slight headache to think he has been so fortunate as to be involved in such a direct way.

“John,” he prays, “Give him another try. He loved me so much he would have killed me to get away from the intensity you loved him through me with. He just snapped. He couldn't stand all the love a moment longer. He will be okay,” he prophetically proclaimed, “I know he will Me. Brother Ollie come back. I forgive all you did to me and anything you may have done to others.”

He doesn't come back. Brother Ollie were he conscious would ignore him and the angels. They let him experience time but nothing else leaving him alone in his thoughts.

Finally six months later when he has completely settled down and is bored and depressed the angel says, “What will it be Ollie? The spirit of John has made you loved and loving and John has declared you are a good man. Do you want to be saved or go down to nothing?”

He knows it is from no pretense. He can tell by the tone of their voice that it is the same as were John speaking to him right there. But he doesn't answer.

“Take him up here,” God calls to them about Ollie and without the mention of a name they know who God is talking about. “Now let him see my face,” God says and he looks God, God! Right in the eye... and he sees. He is saved. God asks, “Do you want to be in me forever?”

Ollie looks at God surprised to see it all and see its creator both at once, nods, and stays in God for many many days before he breaks again and finds himself somewhere out in the lands around heaven feeling better but alone again when the angels of rehabilitation appear again.

He is scared. Will they put him through that hell again?

“Easy Ollie,” John says. “You are even yet in God just not one God will say, 'I am you,' to. He loves you so much for staying so long. He knows you are more at ease here. Stay here. You are fine. Just apologize to God and be good, loved and loving in me. I too am in God.”

“Ollie,” he says, “Is a big man. He doesn't cry but I will if you let me stay. I understand at last.”

It is difficult to say in these cases whether they will forever stay to just come along out and onward toward endlessness.

The good man healed fine. The one who stepped on his heel had his pain taken away almost immediately by John's spirit. But as people claim it was an angel that swept Ollie away the cop is less of a skeptic now, but sort of superstitious.

Most men and women in Ollie's state leave the insane and the good both alone thinking they are weird and hang together for camaraderie and share their love in their fashion and are loved and admired in a way but people still say what they want when even what God's best would have been to just keep silent it all goes wrong. All God wanted the first man to do was hold his tongue and give Ollie some time to confront his violent feelings. How difficult should that have been.