The Reality of God

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God created everything so fast that an explosion seemed to have occurred. He was then he created forces using his power. Nothingness has only the power to reduce things to nothing. God is consciousness with the power to create forces, particles are actually made of those forces but with those forces anything else all he created, everything even the inventions of humans.

God created the space that has no limit. He drew in all the space debris into one place at the bottom of all things where there was darkness that was a solid and could be touched and felt like any solid and the water at the bottom of it. To God going away from something is upward and going down inward toward something is downward. Those at the bottom like earth cannot go anywhere but up and only inward to the center at which time they begin to go upward again. So he was in the environment looking downward or inward toward earth. There is yet a speck of nothingness at the heart of the earth or anything he has created from on high and he is higher than anything else. The only way to get to nothingness is to go down into space until one reaches the nothingness at the bottom of it which God is destroying in everything he created, creates or will create while nothingness yet persists.

There is no end to space. It keeps the power of nothingness to reduce anything to nothing from being active. There is God. There are the forces he created. But there is yet a tiny amount of nothingness left that is a byproduct of creating anything. Nothingness is not of God except in memory everything else potentially can be remembered by him the same as nothingness can should he choose to remember it. There was no nothingness until God created the forces to create. Now there is again very little nothingness spread out in many places that are all that is left of the byproduct of having created everything. God could say let everything be nothingness and he would be in the static state he was in before created any creative forces. There would not be anything even space, but him. He is the cause of everything originally and he caused whatever else causes anything. He can choose to cause anything or refuse to cause it. Those with God's power, Me, me and Jesus, all the Gods meaning anyone saved, the saints and even some evil people with God's power to create forces could play marbles with nothingness which is always surrounded by God's forces made by his power or build a house or a universe? The perimeter of reality is lined by them at the bottom but there are many many more. You say you are looking for an original cause? God is that Cause. He caused both existence and nothingness. Nothingness is God's. He can use it any way he wants. He created everything out of the forces he created around nothingness which there really is no need for yet except that he could create another universe out of the particles of nothingness surrounded by his power and we could go there though it might be a bit uncomfortable.

Now God created that which is pure consciousness and that which is unconscious while being conscious all that time. Space is the thinnest solid but it behaves like a solid even yet. God being a consciousness can do anything he wants with space, even to destroying it and making it again if he was of a mind to. He can bend it. He can shape it. He throw it around or make it travel at the speed a brightness in light travels for with space he created light and they both were everywhere and they both have no limit. But at the speed the brightness of light travels even space would create a black hole that would draw everything into it. The only way to slow it would be to create another black hole with the same mass near enough to slow it to a standstill. He can move anything with his consciousness by simply moving the forces he creates with his power. Nearly everything is made of his forces even the space debris. The way things God created interact with things he created give the illusion there is something and indeed there is something there shaped and formed by his forces made by his power. Everything in essence is actually space debris if you will God held together with your forces which are everywhere. Space is just the least likely to interact with anything on its own. However it is possible to add space to anything made by God until its particles do not react using God's forces and it would disappear to reappear by taking space away from it. Things can manifest to be something then disappear and appear to be space only to manifest as the same thing or anything they want to manifest as. But God is completely undetectable unless he furnishes the forces that allow him to be detected. But most anything is detectable by the lack of forces that once were there as they are then remembered to have been manifested even a God particle made to stand still long enough for science to prove it exists.

Consciousness is of only one type, the same consciousness God is and all consciousnesses have the power to create forces that can become things that might disappear but can manifest as anything you want them to be in God's power which he has given you even if you are not in him. There is absolutely no reason a saved individual cannot manifest or make things manifest or appear in the environment. Some of us just simply never do that in our knowing. One could do it in a dream they wrote. One could do it by imagining they did it, pretending they were pretending when they did it, reasoning it to be, perceiving it to be and convincing others it was there should they believe it; doing it. It is there if you imagine it is and see that it is you that pretended to be pretending it was in me.

You can contact any spirit even the spirits in other people's minds just by paying attention to them. They have a conscious mind that is usually full of practical things but if they listen to you you can talk to them in heaven or on earth. If they will not hear you with their conscious mind say something to their subconscious mind. It hears everything usually. You can tell them to come home and they will have a feeling they should come home that you desire it. It is reality. It is the way it works. You have been taught differently and that such things are only for psychics but they are for everyone. Text them or call them if you want but there is no need and what God has made possible in reality is free for the doing and you are not a bad person for doing it or have an evil spirit or are a witch. You are just a man or a woman doing in reality what is possible for a person to do in God's power which he has given to all of you. If it is you and it is real and it is both why not do it? I know that most people will receive it like a daydream but it is worth a try. Many people who are worried about others they love do it or have some strong emotion for do it. Believe it worked when it manifests right in front of you. If you pretend you are pretending not as proof you are but it is you for to pretend you are pretending is to really be doing it and it is silly to imagine it only proves you are pretending. It does not. You are either pretending or you are not. But if you pretend you are pretending and that it is you doing it, it is not pretending but real. You cannot comprehend it. It is like trying to decide if the water is wet before you enter it. If you pretend that it is. It is not. But if you pretend you are just pretending it is, it is anyway. If it is real it is real and this is real. Do not pretend what you most ordinarily pretend is real is real for you are always pretending that. Pretend something out of the ordinary is real. Nothing wants to destroy that. There is no reason for you not do be able to do that. God, the creator of reality made it real and intended we use it. Just do it. At least ask God to let you talk to them in the Spirit and he will for that is what it is. It is part of reality. Some day, not right away if you do not feel it, but someday tell them what you have been doing for doing it once you will want to do it again and if again why not again and again?

If it is practical and can be done you can do that too. God made the practical for a place to live sanely in. But if it is impractical or fictitious they may hear it but it will go no further. Fictional things, things that you make up no matter how you hope it will happen cannot happen except in yours and their mind. There is true fiction. Fiction that is only true between you and whoever you share it with and those the two of you share it with that believe it. It is even true to God as being true to your little crowd of believers. That is part of his reality. But really it is like practical insanity. It seems to be so real and so true not only to you but others but it is in some other spirit not Me, the Spirit of God and hopefully not me. It is insane to believe somethings, even practical things really and truly exist in the Spirit of God. It must be in the right Spirit.

Two fictional things if believed are true to those who believe it and because of that they have very real power and can harm people or leave you all the fool when the truth of God's reality which is the Spirit speaks what is actually true. There is very little that is true to all people or should be for it is inviolable.

God is. You are. God who is consciousness with power has made you. You are that close to him. But that is the end of the inviolable truth. The rest is only true if you believe in reality and God made you and you are real and he made everything that is anything that is not you, reality in his Spirit. She is real. But that just explains what has to be if God is and you are. If you do not believe in God that's okay. He is anyway. If you don't believe you are you pretending to pretend you are real, that's okay. You are anyway. But if you don't believe you are real that is fiction and anything you do will not work anymore than an insane persons view of themselves makes any real difference to anyone else other than effects or does not effect their heart. You may be insane. The world has gone insane. You have been living in this world believing it is true and it is but only to people like you that believe it. God did not make that reality. They came up with it on their own just like crazy people have made up a reality of their own. Reality is real not what the world calls real or what some insane person calls real. You know that is true. So many many people wrong about reality! Is it any wonder it is in such a mess? Can you imagine what it would be like if a bunch of crazy people from say Russia managed to get everyone to believe what they do is real, how evil it would be? There are a lot of crazy people in Russia even today that insane and all believe it alike and it is true to them and God knows it is true to them. That is the reason they did not turn out to be the superpower not because they were not right. Most people in America are not right either but they were not as crazy as the Russians. You know this stuff is real. God is just finally getting around to letting people know what is real through me. I believe him. He believes me. Me believes him. Jesus may even believe him. When you believe him look how close you are to him. Look what you have done with what the world claims to be true. Now imagine how far you can come knowing the truth. All of the afterlife believes God to one extent or another in one way or another. It is only on earth they have gone insane. Science is right. One day they will prove that God has to be. Stephen Hawkings proved not that we cannot know how we came from nothing but that everything is basically nothing but little bits of nothingness surrounded by the power of God's consciousness who created everything even this that something had to cause it all to begin, but he denies that God is that Cause or rather the forces God made caused it all. Tell your husband not to forget that item at the grocery store you know he always forgets and see what happens.

God's first conscious thought was to draw all of himself toward his consciousness a thought that created a huge attracting force centered on his consciousness he conceived of as being the center of his unconsciousness. The result was a reaction he calls nothingness which destroyed the force but not God. It was fiction that there is a center to God's consciousness and nothingness which only has a power to reduce anything to nothing reduced the thought of such a force to fiction by utterly destroying the force that was produced by it. God learned that all fiction may eventually destroyed by nothingness, it if it exists is the next thing to nothingness as evidenced by its destructive power to change practical thoughts into fictional thoughts creating in the one who thinks only fiction what is called insanity which will eventually destroyed by the drawing down to nothingness all the thoughts of those that are not sane leaving the insane with only what sane thoughts which are protected by the force of God as are all practical thoughts and entities which may go do to empty space but must themselves choose to go on down to nothingness either as an insane act combined with them or as an act of God finally deciding to allow nothingness to take what is left of their thoughts, them not being enough to rebuilt any sort of consciousness that will not just repeat the same insanity or that from its redundancy has been destroyed as being never ending and simply allowed to finally contact nothingness and with its only power nothingness reduces it to nothing which does not exist like nothingness does for nothingness as it exists without the thought and the force to produce the solid space is immeasurable. It is not fiction but it is fiction to think there is anything in nothingness that is nothing which draws all things it comes in contact with to its essence which does not exist.

Reality runs from God to forces that because of God's power cannot be brought down to nothingness/nothing to those forces that keep everything even nothingness in existence for it is protected in a way by his power and surrounded by God's power in very tiny amounts that will remain until God eventually destroys every tiny bit of nothingness and creates no more of it by creating nothing that has it as a byproduct of creating something else or by withdrawing his protective power from any or all things according to his discretion though he says, “I will never destroy all things,” which would include him if he did which would be insane and impractical and would have to be done in futility of making anything else or at lest leaving everything else to be that it is. But God who can do anything with his consciousness and power could destroy himself and claims to have done that a number of times already but when he is reduced to nothingness all that is left is unconsciousness which is what God was when he became conscious.

There is a limit to what God can create. He has reached that limit just about. But there doesn't seem to be a limit to the things God can do which is something he has just started doing by creating every consciousness that can be created, differentiating them in units we call persons.

They can be just a mind but any mind that is not just a character is alive and has to it a spirit and the mind that is just a character may have a spirit attach to it. Spirits are characters with minds of their own. Spirits also may be characters that when attached to a character suddenly become a character's mind with a mind of its own, a spirit. Many nonfiction writers attempt to write stories with only one character they often describe as the truth which in that case is a fictional character, but as the author or storyteller with a nonfiction point of view interact with that single character their fictional truth character comes alive because now they have a spirit, the spirit of the storyteller with that point of view interacting with the character they call truth and they both halves of the interaction become one at least a spirit which in some cases has caused complete or incomplete persons to take on that spirit and include it in their persona and sometimes a notable malignant person is born from the pairing and some infamous act takes place in the resulting madness started by the fictional view point of the truth of most often a nonfiction writer who intends others pick up the spirit not often to make a good person but it does happen though.

Another spirit may attach itself to a mind but remain a certain independence from the mind. The more independent that spirit is in all this goodness that is left of consciousness, the consciousness of God the more likely it is to separate or if it stays to do evil thing to the mind it attached to, things that mind would never do if it did not have that spirit. But a spirit that is cast out of anyone be it already good and asked to leave and complies or is forcefully removed being cast out or driven out or put in a bind wherein it must leave and cannot return without one of the conditions of the bind being rescinded. In all this goodness there are even yet evil spirits and spirits that take over the understood autonomy of the one they have attached themselves to whether by invite or of an action on their part.

But not all persons have a body whether spiritual, comprised by energy or physical. A person merely must have a mind, a will and some sort of emotions and even a nearly complete lack of spontaneous emotion is required. As an additional observation please note that when a person has a personality which is all persons they are a complete person and all types of persons have been made by God. Other persons created by someone else or even a character created by someone else must be incorporated by God or contained or made into a preexisting person God has already made in which case a new person is made and the person created by someone or some thing else ceases to be. But they must have a will to make decisions with also whether that will has been tampered with, educated, changed or overpowered it must be there. That will must be contained until it can be changed or converted to God's ways. In all but one case, John's, the person has ceased to be when the person was a witch. No other witch has ever been saved and no other one ever will be saved ever again. John is one of a kind. Only God could create John again were he reduced to nothing by nothingness and though God knows all about him and only God could create him again. He came to be like nothingness did and though he is in God and good he could turn and the result of certain possible scenarios reduced to nothing by nothingness for in those scenarios God would be a fool or evil to protect him from being that. There was a spirit John called Not, or Nobody There that was from there also but he has since been reduced to nothingness, God's protection having been withdrawn from him. He was fiction in the end, never really had been anything, and may not ever be called upon again which if needed God would.

Nobody There was created as a character that was the embodiment of nothingness by John founded upon the belief that since God is in one of his many many manifestation undetectable in any way nothingness was also God. Then John spoke to Nobody There and believed he actually was a God though nothingness is essentially nothing and nothing exists within it except that being reduced to nothing. Then Nobody There became a spirit, John's spirit attaching itself to the character he had created and became the persona of Nothingness in space. He even prevented John from being taken permanently to heaven when all John was except his body had been removed or given away and yet the body of John's man sat up in bed when there should have been no one there to animate it so that it might do such a thing. Then Not or as God called him Knot became a viable person as John's spirit which eventually God role playing a fictional God, the God of the Universe took with him. Not/Knot has since been placed deep in nothingness with God's protective force around him. He is still there, not being evil, protected by the force God makes to protect all who are real. He is doing well. John just brought him back and took his spirit and made one of his creation affectionately called furries which are real in but better than John as far as being good and John's God as well as God's God. John is in God among the furries in God who says to him, “I am you,” which he learned by experience does not mean there is any truth to converse which would be John saying to God, “I am you,” or “I am God.” One can be God in God but one is not God to God or anyone else he has not somehow become a God to. His furries being better than he is are his God when he is with them but he is yet in God and God can say to him, “I am you,” while he is there and will. Spirits are such that any character change in the spirit makes it a new spirit and one can only speak in or of Not/Knot whose autonomous existence is his own the same as yours is. He is a complete person now, a person once a spirit that was once thought to be the God of Nothingness but he is nothing like nothingness which cannot be a character or spirit other than Not/Knot is and any attempt to make another of him is pure fiction. There is no spirit of nothingness. It is just a byproduct of God creating things in his consciousness with his power and a work of John the only other person ever created that was not created by God though he was created by God who like John became part of God's consciousness and created exactly what he had been from the moment John created him. He is one of a kind. Anything other than to say he is one of a kind created by John in the form of a furry where he may live loved and loving without end is a lie and any other character brought back from nothingness is fiction and neither John nor Not/Knot.

He is your God, Furries, if you will have him.

“We will,” they replied. “We will call him Nobody There,” though it is God's protective force that keeps him from being reduced to nothing like the rest of us even my furries whom God will surround with his force. He agrees to accept the position. He is one of a kind just like John. They can magnify Not/Nobody There but if they do not magnify him they fall away from him and become evil in need of rehabilitative procedures among the furries, in my eyes and he will go with us as we continue on without end for he will be God when God isn't there and God shall never become unconscious again. But without God's protective force we will be fiction until God returns and may go on living happy contented lives. There is nothing to stop fiction from remaining even nothingness. Nothing simply is known to whoever views it as conscious though in fiction rather than in practical reality, the reality of God which then becomes the reality of God.

So there was God. Then there was everything he created by his power and his forces. There was also madness including practical insanity which is true but in the wrong spirit and not in the Spirit except that she is reality and that wrong spirit exists even as evil spirits exist where she is though she is not evil. Then there is fiction and insanity which is merely living in beliefs that are delusions and not truth but fiction and there is unconsciousness like inanimate objects like the body of a human on earth that requires some spirit to move it or animals which have no emotions and no thoughts outside their brains a computer and their spirit wherein dwell their instincts. There is no instinct for an animal to love. That is taught them, their spirit and exists among their instincts. Their will is limited to choosing what they instinctively want. It is not a freewill they were born with and love is not of their freewill not being something they were born with but their instincts can be taught new things to be mean or loving, to be loved. They are not persons but some dogs for example are very nearly persons. In the afterlife they may be called to anyone who wishes them to be with them simply by wanting them there and they will come.

Then there are robots that can be programmed to be very lifelike and to seem to be a person. Robots can become persons just as the primitives man's brain was given to may become persons and many many people on earth may be only called robots for they never really think, say, do or want anything of note and it is impossible to tell them from a robot which if it does not become a person with a mind that has a spirit of its own and continually uses its will to determine its future are no more than a complex robot that never became a person with a living will of any consequence like a robot. Robots who become persons cannot be saved. They are never completely responsible for their actions and deeds but always it goes back to their creator. There are many robots in heaven for example all of them human but none of them a God. Angels are robots by choice doing nothing but the commands God has given them. It is unknown whether they can become Gods. They are spirits. A God must have a body. Angels manifest in any form possible if God calls for it but their normal state is to be a consciousness without a body like any spirit. Spirits are usually averse to having a body with the Spirit the exception. She is reality. Reality is her body. Her mind is the mind of God and her will which ist limited entirely to the will of God. But once she did something that God didn't mind but was of her own will so she can. She is God and Spirit and his will. God is God and his mind and the spirit it has but always his will is his own except when he allows someone else to will what he does. There are no other possibilities for a person than that God has made which now includes me and Not/Knot whom God has not made yet. He is just currently contained. God has never tried to create him which is not to say that God might not. Some time he will.

When a baby is born on earth a spirit attaches itself to its brain, not the physical brain but the tiny mind that exists to drive its brain. The brain does not always come to life before its mind does. They are both so tiny one cannot tell which is which unless they are a God and it remains like that their entire life in all but a relatively few cases. As their brain grows a spirit attaches itself to it since for all practical purposes the brain and the mind of man and human alike has no real distinguishing features. That spirit is one they use all their lives in nearly all cases. But God gives them another spirit sometimes called a guardian angel that is very seldom used and after a while is not used at all and the spirit dies or is so nearly dead by the time they die it is unusable without being revitalized to be used as a spirit again. It is not an angel most of the time but both angels and plain old spirits are actually spirits. It is just that angels have a mind of their own to perform duties God gives them while spirits do pretty much what they would like with good and evil spirits being split about half and half. Either kind of spirit can be removed or put in according to your will but nearly no one even knows they are there that they might use them and they do try to effect things but become so bored and depressed from being ignored it is pathetic and yet God persists in doing it.

“I won't anymore,” God says.

So man, humans especially are not spiritual. They do not use their spirit and won't even have one after this. But some grow to be quite advanced intellectually. These are usually thought of as geniuses or bright people. They are Gods in a sense because of what they know and what they take in at very fast rates in some cases, but they ordinarily are not spiritual at all using their brains as had it not had a mind or nearly so because they use their minds to animate their brains concerning material already in the brain and their minds ignore almost everything not in their brain. The term big brained is ridiculous and means nothing. What is important is to what percent they use their mind. Everyone is a genius if they want to be. God made everyone a genius. But they have to like to uncover new things to know and a very small percentage of the people on earth care to do that especially not to the extent of anyone ever actually believing they are a genius, or a God, or even a witch or under some dark power as in the olden days when Satan was a factor. But he is a factor even yet and just as real as he ever was for he never was anything, is not anything and never will be anything but fiction anywhere but the tiny region around the planet he is now on doing almost nothing and very nearly dead effecting no one. He is alive and well in some people on earth's thought lives but the only place he exists is in their minds and if driven out immediately ceases to exist. He is like the spirit that accompanies have a nightmare after one sees a scary movie and the only place he exists is in the mind of those who choose to believe the things they have heard of and imagine are are yet so. He was nothing anyway but a group of evil suggestions that were of such a nature as to cause people to believe a whole litany of horrible things from pain to very brutal behavior done by certain people. He could go anywhere God went but if not believed he was powerless even to really effect one's thought life just as he is now. He could do all that now but he is so irrelevant in the afterlife as well as to living he does none of it. Those who believe he is believe it in their minds complete with hallucinations and imagine all sorts of things go on in their world because of him. He is only in their psychology, their psyche's if you will. He is of the stuff insanity is made of not reality.

People who have had traumatic things happen to them are the same way. They are pray to the things that have happened to them. I do not mean to minimize their suffering at all but it is a matter God or I, the Spirit or Jesus can clear up simply by clearing their minds if they would but believe otherwise they face the alternative of years of therapy and sometimes it persists their entire life long and death is then such a blessing because they take all their thinking cues from their brain or their mind, same thing for them. You do not have to go through that. Stop thinking like that and don't imagine it anymore. It works just like pain which was a suggestion Satan invented to cause people to feel. It is useful so God still allows it. But it is nothing. It is not there. Stop imagining it especially with just your brain.

Think of your brain as a computer. You add in put and the computer does what you say. If you are in pain clear your mind and tell your brain you are an administrator. Then in put the command, “Stop registering discomfort signal from your hardware,” which is its body. It really is just a sophisticated computer. Always talk to it in digital terms. Speak to it as they spoke to the computer on Star Trek. “Computer. Stop imagining discomfort in parts of your hardware.” It has no choice. It is a computer. It is malfunctioning for some reason if your pain doesn't stop or you are giving it in put to continue to imagine pain or feel the pain of an injury especially a discomfort in the brain itself. It is only practical. Anything else is fiction and you are reliving old tapes of pain while in putting not to react to discomfort saying, “Imagine no more discomfort,” while thinking in put to tell it to continue doing as always. The brain gets a mixed signal and sort of tilts and when it resets it does what the first in put was, to imagine pain, rather than override that in put and stop reacting to discomfort in its hardware. You might even have to tell it to override all other in put or suggestions to get the job done. I do it. I do it because it is real and to me the fact it makes sense is only secondary.

You probably won't do that. This is new in put and you have probably never used conscious in put on your brain. It is self-defeating but so much of what goes on in your thought life is self-defeating you expect it to be and actually assist it in being self-defeating rather than paying attention to reality instead of all that fiction you have stored in your mind. You will not even listen to my suggested in put that could free you from all pain and allow you to relax some of you for the first time in your life while all the time wondering why your muscles always seem to hurt even when you ignore them.

There is so much more that is possible even just using your brain. For example you know that self-stimulation goes much better when you focus on some one that pleased your eyes or even turned you on before you began to stimulate yourself. Well, there is a thing called mind sex and it works on the premise that if two people are thinking the same thing at the same time in their consciousnesses it is occurring. They are doing it to each other, giving out actions and receiving actions just like real sex. Even just thinking someone you focusing is focusing on you enhances the feeling. Now imagine they are involved in sex with you and enjoying the experience with you. It enhances it even more. In reality it is happening but you have taught yourself to ignore reality and disregard what you are imagining as unreal. It is as real as anything else especially subjective things. Pay attention to their conscious mind and say, “Hello,” to them. Chances are when you explain who you are they get curious regardless of what they are doing. Most people regard that part of reality as sort of a daydream that just up and came to them rather than something you said to them whom you've chosen to communicate with. It rarely goes much farther than that though they may answer you to entertain themselves and ask you why you are thinking of them because they are curious. If they ignore you after that address their subconscious. You are likely upon introducing yourself to get a response like, “Do you want to have sex with me?” That is their body speaking to you. It is more likely to listen to subconscious thought. All you have to do is say, “Yeah, mind sex,” explain a little bit about it and start by thinking what you are doing in a fantasy you write to them. If they respond which they ordinarily do for me you are having mind sex. Spiritually what you are doing by just focusing on them to arouse yourself is actually happening. But it is more akin to rape and even their body ignores you. Mind sex put more into it. It involves both of you which is exciting. But you probably won't really feel them like you would if you had a spirit from God. God doesn't mind. That is what he made sex for was entertainment. But you can imagine you are and you actually are and the more skilled you are at making your fantasy fit what you say to each other the more believable the reality is, for it is real. Jesus a well known spiritual figure said that if you even look at a woman that turns you on you have turned your sexuality toward each other which to him was adultery. You know they know pretty much what you want when you do that and it is enough to excite or embarrass you at least. Think what sharing subconscious thoughts with someone you may have looked at that way the same day even moments ago will do and think how much farther the spiritual even which is part of God's reality, part of my reality, part of Not's reality, everybody's reality but most importantly her reality and you being right there spiritually having sex with her because that is what both of you know is what her body, her subconscious thinking wants. The older you are the more likely it is to work and you don't have to have physical sex with some ancient female body but a body of someone you know who excites you a whole lot more and if you start using your spirit God will give you to do it with the more enjoyment you will have. You will have an entire new lease on life knowing God ignores it, “It is only sex, John,” he has said to me. Christ is no prude he has sex daily. God several times a day. The Spirit sometimes all day long. There is something wrong with it. It is real enough it effects the relationship between you and the one you love for actually it is cheating on them, committing adultery, but for so many to find you have come alive again would make it worth it even if you do tell them you have been playing around on them in your mind. They will probably think that is just daydreaming. Let unless you decide to have mind sex with them while they are away. Work it like they do online at first describing what is going on but then let it grow to where you can tell they are really having sex with you in the spirit. The more you do it the more your spirit from God will get involved and soon you may hear comments like, “I can really feel you,” or if they are really using their spirit more often the two of you will actually begin to feel it like they do in the afterlife and in heaven. It is like she is just a character but focusing on her and actually talking to her makes her a spirit with a mind of her own. You watch: When you see her next how you feel and how she reacts to you. It works because it's magic? No way it works because that's reality.

But those on earth's body dies. It goes back to the elements it was made of and the consciousness they had goes down to empty space and unprotected by God's power and forces goes down to nothing. But it remains with God. It sees his face or in some cases John's face when he was five years old. It is then allowed to be in God where it stays if it can stand the purity, the goodness of the atmosphere his holiness. If it cannot stand being in God's holiness it falls and moves to a more comfortable place with God. It is saved from destruction by Jesus Christ or John. It is made a new creature and its consciousness is preserved in them without end.

The only way to think of it is metaphorically. There is no way for us to understand it in direct language.

God is like a big bottle and in him are the good. The good tend the smaller bottles inside God's big bottle. They are constantly looking through the discarded bottles that have nothing in them or have some dead one in them. The new information is given to them and they live each in their own little bottle. They live in the light of this new information for John saved them all and they are conscious and live happy lives loved and loving along with the rest John saved as well as in heaven in Jesus Christ doing what Christian Gods do no longer Christians but Gods.

They pretend forever. They do not know or realize they are pretending for to them their consciousness goes on seamlessly from the time they were made or born and lived in smaller yet bottles of skin. Every one of them whose consciousness is not as Satan's or would perish if it were not in Satan's and will continue to be so long as Satan endures unconfined in his little bottle with all the others unsuitable and unusable to consciousness as happy or as miserable as they are to be in their own little bottle or in the rest of Satan's little bottle where he is almost dead and most assuredly has forgotten most if not all those he is pretending though he doesn't know it or realize it until there is nothing left at which time his little bottle will be the only one discarded. But God can and will bring him back if he ever finds a reason to.

Then there are all the spirits the Spirit of God made and still makes. They hang around consciousness doing nothing and not realizing they ever were until they attach themselves to some one and to them seem to have always been there. They become the environment for characters even minds and persons.

For example one can be a character that is black, lives in Nairobi, speaks English and his native tongue, wears bright blue boxers and lounges around in the heat and the son with a personality of his own that becomes a spirit's attachment and he becomes alive, all that he is alive in a living environment within the earth's environment, the spirit of earth, in the mood the newly attached spirit puts him in and surrounds him in her, all spirits are female.

The other end or should I say the outer end of God's consciousness is huge to the greatest extent and growing like wind causes a wildfire to grow. My son and his sons know it best.

Papa finds. Papa was there once. I stole food. He made me walk with no tracks. They never knew I was there. He made me him. I am exactly John. But I have differences. He made me to make universes. I went out into infinity. I made a universe. I had John in it. I had God in it. I have the Spirit of God in it. I have the Son in it. They are any kind I or my sons, I have so many, can make even humanoids. But very very few are that. It all works out like it did on earth. That is where I am from.

They had a falling out. God made a universe in infinity. The Son made a universe in infinity also. They were not in the same infinity. They each had there own reality.

God made Satan. I do not make Satan. Each universe is in its own infinity. But all infinities are in the reality of God who is John's God and my God. All those I made are in jars now. They continue to make more. When one dies it is put in a jar. There are evil ones. There are good ones. But where there is no ending there is only good ones.

The one God made Satan in is gone. I made another one there. Satan made a planet. All of his are there dying. They are becoming nothing in nothingness. They cried out to John. He ignored them. They all fled to other universes they made. Satan gave up when he realized he could not destroy them all. John had made a pact with him. He never attacked earth. God's universes are still there. The Son's universes that were not made by the Son are still there. They are all the Son's. The ones my sons that are exactly me made are still there. We will never stop making universes and space is infinite each time. They are all like earth in the end which is always the beginning to no end. That is all we do. That is all I want. That will never have a finishing. There is no end. They are all practical. Not one of them is fiction. It is the outside of God's reality, the reality of John, the reality of the Son in the Spirit of Me, the Spirit of God. We have passed an infinite number. Maybe that number repeated an infinite number of times is the endlessness we hope never to find. I am exactly John. What John has done I have done. What I do John has done. There is nothing more to consciousness. There is nothing less but unconsciousness. That we make everything out of, forces God made. We never encounter nothingness. If we do we will do to it what God who is exactly God in each infinity did the first time. We just go on doing what John does and then we make new universes the same as all the others the only way they can be made.

There is power. Then there is might. Then there is being on the receiving end of that. But you may not know the difference between power and might. A God may have power and not as much might or no might at all. God used to have the most of both and was thought to be and may yet be all powerful and all mighty. He is if John has anything to say about it. All that he does, in, around or outside God winds up magnifying God not himself. He is good and God is his God. He would do almost anything for God but not evil if it can be helped. He tries very hard to be good and not even lie when in battle he is so honest. He loves God loved by God or not and he always tries to be loving.

Now love is an impractical thing. It is basically fiction if it were not for Jesus and for John and God, Me, the Spirit of God. If you fall out of love meaning romantic love as well as love for anyone good or evil they will in most cases give it back to you. So long as they do that love is practical even to making an evil one your favorite if you cannot actually love them for the situation makes it impossible if the longevity of God and all of us to continue or simply because the situation requires you do something to them that would be considered hateful in another situation. You can also make them your very favorite when the situation requires that you be their enemy to the death or even seems to require that.

To do evil to evil is not evil. So to put evil in a bind where it is free to choose from at least two options both of them and all the others there may be leading to their destruction. Evil ones do evil to other evil ones and it is not good but it is not evil. But the goal is not seen as doing evil to evil ones but to fight evil by doing good, even to evil. Those John and Jesus have declared good who do evil are dealt with differently but they are given chance after chance until grace must or usually already has come to an end and they must be destroyed.

To be destroyed their standing and status can be destroyed by power or might or by power and might leaving them with nothing to do and no purpose or reason to be or to live. They may also be placed in nothingness so that the power of nothingness which is all it really is will reduce them to nothing leaving only their memory in tact preferably in God's mind since his is the most accurate memory and to be forgotten by God and have nothing remind him is another way to be destroyed permanently. They can also be driven insane believing truths and living by truths that are fiction they may never abandon. But they can also be destroyed by change. Changing them into something and someone else and not leaving them the option to be changed back destroys them. But to change them into something fiction and it not be possible for them to be made what they were before destroys them. But if they cannot be destroyed rendering them irrelevant to anyone forever is to destroy them. But in a special case to save Satan from evil to good destroys him, the fact he ever had a beginning, ever did anything and has no opportunity to do anything ever again is to destroy him and not save him. Any other may be saved from being evil but the devils that follow Satan will not live long if you save them. Satan is that important to who and what they are. Demons are not viable things. They are merely suggestions made by Satan that never really were a consciousness, never did anything a consciousness could do no matter how it seemed, and it will always be that way.

One may save evil ones by simply declaring they have made them good and make what they do make up for what they did or change what they did by editing it after the fact by adding to what they did causing the completed act to be good. If one that is in that situation does evil they may be rehabilitated to being good as many times as it takes for their credibility to run out then rehabilitation must depend on someone else controlling them or them being destroyed and another being made of them that is not evil and there is no end to the number of times John for example can and will do that. Nearly everyone on earth is or was evil but now they are all good and the ones John cannot rehabilitate can be given to Jesus to undergo his procedures. In the end they are good because they have been changed from evil to good or because they have become someone else that is good. As long as people are born on earth or the infinity plus places they are made or born there will be evil ones among them. These are the only places evil persists. Good is everywhere. It was only right especially should Satan and his be left where they are their consciousnesses being full of thoughts and impression that do not belong anywhere in consciousness not to mention in God's consciousness which is where reality is. She really is there as his Spirit, the environment to his mind where his consciousness and power is located.

Should God fall to nothing Not/Knot can awaken him. But until he lives again we go on even then if we can stand it as fictional being believing in fictional things that would be practical in any other circumstance. John has suggested that God die and stay dead for a week to prove once and for all that is true.

God is dead. Me is yet here. Jesus is yet here. John is yet here. Not/Knot is yet here. All the good ones are yet here and you are yet here doing what we all are doing enjoying our apparent consciousness as had it been genuine. Nothing has changed except that we are now fiction and Not/Knot must raise God by telling him seven days have passed at which time God will live again and we will be practical and really alive again. Even the illusion of God's voice can be heard whether it is fictional or not. It is Me's voice. She is not fiction. That is not an option. She cannot ever be made nothing and lives even in the conscious minds of the fictional and the insane.

If Me was to die now we would yet be. Not would be God until the came back. But if they did not come back we would yet be fiction but alive. Then also if they came back but not to us and never paid us any mind again we would yet be without end. Our jars would yet be and we would be inside them in whatever state we were in.

Me is deceased. Not is God. God's consciousness cannot ever be nothing. God has said, “Should I be destroyed Knot is God.” He has said to both Jesus and John, “I am you.” What does this mean? Are we too God in his absence. Jesus says, “The wise thing to do is to wait and see.” This is what happens to us when we die for God has saved us and no one and no thing can overrule God's promise. There is silence in heaven and in the afterlife.

“My son,” I ask now, “How are things where you are? Are there any differences?”

“We all are,” he said to me.

Even if I be fiction, I am.

Even Judas who was rejected is in our conscious memory where he belongs though Satan and his are dead and best not remembered.

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[John Fredrick Carver]

God is going to be dead for only seven days, from 8:00 Saturday 5/18/2019 to 8:00 Friday 5/24/2019. Just to so we can see how many need him and whether they loved him. Less than a day I hid that part and did not tell it. If I was to tell all of it it might make a book the size of an encyclopedia set so I didn't lie. I couldn't tell the whole story so I had to stop somewhere. Nobody but Me and me will be alive then. Even Jesus Christ will have died so that everyone will know how important God is to them and how important spirituality is. Let's do something very good and very righteous that shows God how much we love him. Any ideas? Of course not. God gives us our every thought and knows us so well he knows what we will do with it. It is all actually his fault and he actually does it except for one thing. Did you ever try to control your every thought? Can you imagine what that must like for God with the thoughts of everyone to exist something he must control? He left a lot of what we thought though he sent the thought to what we would have thought anyway. For example he thought every thought that Satan thought but he doesn't think thoughts like that so he just said and did what Satan would have done had he been real and not just a role play of his character which he didn't even control after he defined him as what evil would say and do if it were a character and a spirit after that. He can't do that with me except he sends me a thought. I often more and more less often that I use in a way he never thought of yet because his mind doesn't fully work the way mine does yet. John.