For My Little Sis

I am not perfect

Like how  you always seems to be

Often, I may seem like a mean person

Valiant to become a better older sister

Everything I see makes me wonder if I'm a good sibling

My life always has you as a part of it

Yet you have to be the pest that invades my life

Sorry for those times I have bullied you

I feel bad every time I do, but don't know how to apologize 

Sorry for those times when I could've been a better sister

Times when I could've helped you out more

Every time you have come to me and I just happened to be in a bad mood

Right after, I never know how to say sorry

I hope you know that I am saying sorry even when I'm not

Making memories both good and bad

Sisters will always have to go through that

Over and over no matter what

Running back and forth from two personalities

Repeating it everyday sometimes with us either yelling or laughing

You're a little sister that can be annoying most of the time

Funny even when I don't want you to be

Only pretending to be cute for attention

Really, I think it's better when you're not like that

Making me mad for such a stupid reason

Yes, I like you better when you don't use that fake tone in your voice

Maybe you're smarter than the way you talk

I love you

Still I want you to know

That I'm sorry for all those times I've been mean

And all those times when I should've acted differently

Keep growing and learning

Even I will have to do the same

Saying I love you and sorry are so hard, but as a sister I hope you'll always know that

Author's Note

My sister and I fight a lot, and being the older one, I tend to yell and be mean to her a lot. I always feel bad afterwards but never know how to say sorry.
Please tell me what you think!

Reviews

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

This was a really cute write. I can relate to this poem. I am the oldest of three. I yell and fight with them a lot. I do love them and they know that. I feel bad a lot too when we fight. They normally irk my nerves, but that's how every sibling is going to be. Thank you for sharing.

[Miiki]

Thank you! Yeah, it can be hard with siblings, you're always fighting and it can be hard to send the message that you love each other.

[Azura]

That's really sweet and cute, even if you can't always apologize it's nice to hear a poem like this. I'm sure she knows you don't mean to harsh. Brilliant poem, definitely, I love it. ^-^

[Miiki]

Thank you!! :D

[Katherine Enma Pineappl..]

I don't know the feeling of having a sister for I'm an only child but...

BUT...

Your honesty and loving words were very effective in promoting your thoughts. A sister's love really is a one of a kind thing.

Nice write

[Miiki]

Thanks! :D

[Rhianne Ney]

I can relate I always fought with my sister and its conscientious that she's always the first one to clean up the mess
Keep writing (:

[Miiki]

Thanks!! It's the same with my sister and I :)

[R.O.M.E.T.S.I.]

Makes me think of my sibling...when you don't know how to say sorry...

[Miiki]

I agree. Apologizing is such an easy thing, but to say it is so hard

[Irvette Dauphine]

really like this! and how to write this!! :D
this is amazing, awesome, and really great!!

[Miiki]

Thanks!! :D