Decay

No one blown away by the beauty possessed 

Underneath it all is a devilish guise of misery 

It seems as tho thats all they see is the darker side of me 

Blood could drain from these veins and none the wiser theyd be 

It was me that tied the noose and me that reeked havoc on their minds

The noose that ended a love, the noose that ended a family, the noose that ended a life

Breathe left these phases of a life, instead of my lungs it was the essence of me that left 

Let it go, leave it be, move on, disgrace, you f*****g disgrace!

Its over, its done, dont breathe it back to life 

In my mind it has breath 

In my mind it has a heart beat and a brain 

Your darkness shrouds my light and i cant let it pass 

I live to die and breathe to keep living 

None of its easy , none of its living

How do you go on knowing blood is on your hands 

How do you love when love has all gone wrong 

How do you trust when its all secrets behind your back 

Daggers in your chest, daggers in your back 

Let it go, leave it be, move on, disgrace, you f*****g disgrace! 

Touch my skin to get your kicks, then sleep right next to me 

Dont feel my soul, dont kiss my essence, just  f**k me to satisfaction and rest 

Kiss my lips and pretend you love me, you dont know me, you dont see the blood in my past 

Every waking moment i scream inside let me be, let me out, let me live

But everything before me says you will rot, you will decay, you will remain less than for eternity

Let it go. Leave it be, move on , disgrace, you f*****g disgrace! 

I could love you if, but, when, eventually

Its never gonna come….the damage is done…f*****g DECAY !  

Sick, devilish, embarassment, less than piece of garbage 

Die slowly and in the thick of the madness!