In this new found chamber inside, I find the truth
A secret I don't want to share, afraid I take this dare
So many signs , but none show me the way
Inside a maze, an up and down race
It may be asked how or why, to this no simple reply
Tears swell, thinking of what lies ahead, pain to dread
Belonging not to I, my heart will not hear this lie
Little chatters and laughter fill my heart
Still I collapse to cry, not knowing how to fight
When she takes your hands, I will die every time
Like a thief she will take you with her
Filling your minds with fallacious words and embellished lies
It hurts inside I wont be there to kiss you goodnight
Blood and womb is all that gives her that right
Confusion and fear will be everywhere
My hands are tied, I wish for you that it could be clear
But even I don't understand my dears
If your not my own, why will I feel so alone
When your scared at night, I hope our melody will bring you light
All I know for sure is that same melody will carry me until you return
I will wish that when you sing, you will think of me
Please don't forget how much I care, or that I wish I didn’t have to send you there
While you're away I will pray, pray that she won't keep you away
That each time you come back I won't have to start from scratch
I trust the bonds we made will still be intact
But even if they don't, despite the pain, I will because I love the two of you
This was heartrending. It's so difficult to be separated from your children, whether they be born of flesh or heart. I pains to think that some other, somewhere, might try to turn their minds and hearts against you. But children aren't fools and they usually know who loves them by the way they are treated; by the respect and care shown to them. This really stirs the emotions. So sad, but written with tenderness and feeling. Well done. F.
Writing since i could form words, with grandmas help.
Releasing inner musings, ponderings, joys and pains.
Lost my love 1.29.20 every breath I take is in his memory, even when I fall short.
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