Chapter 1

First things first, I really want to say that, I’m glad that I’m the person I always dreamed to be my whole life, it’s been a long time and a hard time to achieve this goal.

 

Now, as a beginning, I have to write a little sentence to open this book, because, every book has this tradition kind of, so, my slogan in life is: “A white soul and a pure heart can’t be replaced...”

 

Sorry, I’m no professional writer, but whatever.

 

 Sadly, because I’m not so good in speeches, I have to say that this is the end of the beginning..Jeez…

 

Also, the title may have no sense with the containing of this book; so, it might be offending.

Have a good reading..

문가영

 

Chapter 1: 01/01/2016

I can’t take it anymore..My head is pounding, I’m really wondering, what would I be doing if I was not born? Or if I wasn’t a human?

Like, there are really so many things I HAVE to do AS a human, whether to live “properly”, like to blend in the society or whatever.

Have you ever though that we are all the same, in a way? Like, we all breathe with the same way, eat with the same way, have 5 fingers (not all of us), and have a face, hair, eyes, legs…

BUT the important thing here, we, all, do mistakes. And sometimes, we do the same mistakes, but always babbling about the other’s problems, what they are doing and how they are living..

They say, it’s the human nature, so I have to accept it because there is a point here, but did I have a choice? The answer is no! Obviously, this problem I’m talking about here is fatal.

2016, 2025, 3099...these years are not going to change the fact that this problem is always going to be there, and there is no solution, just accept it!