Mirror Talk

Take me away from it all!
I cant hold it together,
But if i could, would i?
"What have you done to me"
I screamed at myself today and
All
I
Could
Reply
Was
"Gave up"
I tore my throat out screaming into pillows
And when i broke my own heart
It fell back into my mortal remains
From a needle
Or the lid of a pill bottle.
There is no medicine for melancholy,
I told myself.
But there is release from my mistakes
And hell, that'll do;
Because the scars on my wrist are deeper
Than the cut
As my memories bled from me,
The world turned the strangest shade of ocean blue.
And the mirror told me
"I dont remember you"