The best intentions.

HE: 13/09

I wanted her nails in my back but I got a knife instead.

She left without saying a word and her scent still can’t leave my bed.

I drift along hopelessly and drown my sorrows like a lost soul.

My heart is now just an organ and my existence just a black hole.

One that seems to make everyone that ever loved me disappear.

And that subconsciously I drove you away while I still wait here .

Which unfortunately came true, almost over"night.

Without giving a warning, without giving me a chance too fight.

I hate myself that I trusted you and easily let you in.

And that holding on too tight was never my intention.

Now I’m standing on the 4th story of this building ready to end it all.
Things could have gone differently if she only called.

But all I have is this fall. And now I finally fall.

Goodbye life and good riddance. The end.

SHE: 14/09

Baby, please forgive me. I never wanted things to go this way.

I got too scared for how much I felt for you and I was too afraid to say….

That I love you and that I never want to hurt you.

But I know myself too well and I always find a way to f**k things up too.

You didn’t do anything wrong, and I’m sorry I left without an explanation.

I wish you could see all my tears while I sat there at the station.

When you read this letter I hope it gives you closure.

And that you will live a happy life forever.

Once again, I’m Sorry about everything and you only deserve the best.

Leading you on was never my intention but now once again I’ve made a mess.

I hope you can forgive me and that one day we can be friends.

You will find the right girl before the story ends.

Love you and goodbye dear. Forever your friend xxx

Reviews

[JulieMorgan]

I enjoyed the rhyme throughout the poem. You've captured the raw emotions of heartache well.