A Message, or a Revealance?

You make me feel like an emotional pinata that you can beat physically anytime you wish to satisfy your sick entertainment.
I only dream of being free from the prison you hold me in
Only an fading image in my head that shows a real smile resting on my face, and a bit of hope in my head, survives..But with a short lifespan.
I yearn for the day that you leave my life, and this world, forever.
For on that day, i will be free.