Love never stays the sameA Poem by Red image
“Love never stays the same. Love will never stay the same.
Things are always gonna change. It can and will leave you insane. The most mysterious man cannot withstand nor understand the way love works, it has its quirks. But believe me, you will get what you deserve..” In the back of my head i always thought i deserved more. I saw the green light even though you never saw mine. Maybe i stepped a little out of line. all i want is for you to be forever mine. See life is rough and i can't say that i am tough. Probably just luck. Honestly i feel stuck in this dark abyss, more like a bottomless pit. Except all i can do is sit. I must admit I feel sick ...sick of the fact that you are no longer around me. No longer will see me. Now i can no longer be me. Now no one wants to be around me. See i push everyone away. Why you say? Because I am waiting. Waiting for the day that certain someone will say i miss you. I miss you. Oh i miss you. The way you would say it when I’d be gone on a road trip , god my heart skipped a beat , may i repeat my heart skipped a beat. You’d hug me ever so tightly, but yet so lightly say “Oh i've missed you, please don't ever leave my side” Now i sigh at the fact that i never left but you took no hesitation , you showed me a miss representation, now our love is at a total alteration. Love never stays same . Love will never ever stay the same I believe that things will go back to how they used to be , why can't you see , that you and I are meant to be, its hard, I know but we will find each other. I swear ill smother you with whatever you want. A yacht , a dress , i gotta address that i got everything that you will ever need or ever see whether it be in the sea and even if it's just me. Please come back. In a matter of fact when we were together we were happy there was no need to be snappy. Why can't we just take a step back and get back on track. I had you and I lost you so quickly. So it must be that I do not deserve the one ,the one I hold so dearly in my heart and mind. It feels that I have lost my spine knowing that you will never be mine again, must i comprehend that you have moved on. I try to convince my mind that incompatibility is a possibility. I cannot believe that. My heart rejects and fact checks. Because if we were incompatible then how could we have fallen in the first place? How can I just be misplaced? You were always scared to be last but to me you were always first place. But maybe things can change? Just maybe, you can be mine. If only I thought ahead or if only I used my head. One day it'll happen one day it'll change …. this love is insane..this love has me on a chain. But there is one thing that has left a stain... Love never stays the same. Love will never stay the same. © 2018 Red image |
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1 Review Added on June 12, 2018 Last Updated on June 12, 2018 AuthorRed imageCAAboutA 17 year old just passing by. I have been writing poems only for a year and have recently started to post them. It is my way to cope with emotions. Every poem you see is an insight to my mind. Would .. more..Writing
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