You

i've been in these moments where
I sit down to print something off my laptop.
I know I have things to get done,
yet i'm thinking of you,
Of us,
of the way you use to stroke my hair
or the way you'd say my name when you were mad.
All those moments just replay in my head.
it's a nightmare truly.
I truly want to go away.
Sounds pathetic to think your different
or if i'm just being over dramatic and it's really, "not that bad"
People tell me i'm stupid for even giving myself to you.
I don't think loving you with every bit of me was stupid.
Cause i know it will eventually show me why I did.
And I still do.
it's funny.
But after all that,
I am just sitting here.
Waiting to get my paper printed.

Reviews

[Tony Jordan]

Yeah I get it. It's as if a mist descends and the mind skips a beat. As if a wicked projector starts to auto-play onto the mind's eye and you're transfixed - immobile, until the reel ends.
I experience this too.
Thank you for sharing this. I can relate.

[Dr. YumnaKay]

I can relate to this at some level.. Do not ever let the people tell you what is wrong or right.. Do it to your heart's content.. Only then we can find peace within.. Excellent piece :)