Cursed

Cursed 

Being too emotional 

And too emotionless 

Unknown to the middle 

Easy to blame

Not caring at all

Or caring too much 

Wasted time 

Trying to find balance 

I'd kill myself

So you can live happy

All this pain 

Meant to be felt 

Hurting myself

To feel

To feel again

Why can't I feel?

Sometimes it's hard not to notice 

The way you eclipse me with your hatred

All that I am

Is not enough

Can't sustain the concern 

The mood

Can't find the words

Eyes heavy 

Empty tears 

Demanding to fall

Yet still I feel nothing,

Or everything 

Without explanation 

Without time 

I fall for people

Places

Depth 

Design 

No idea what I'm doing

No place to escape to

Drowning in my mind

I never care what I do

It's all just talk

So tired of being myself

In life and Death

Cursed to burn 

Cursed to float

So numb I cannot think

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