You Are Sickly Sweet

Eric 2/6/12

I'm ill with the thought of being loved by you.
Yet I'm wracked with despair at the
thought of you loving another.
You fill me with a sick sweetness.

My weight is dropping and my appetite is gone.
My passionate heart pounds when you are neat.
I still don't know what I'm expecting.
This love will most likely result in nothing.

But what if it did?
What if, just once, I got the guy?
How would I react to such a change?
Would I feel relieved, happy, or...the same?

Only time will tell.