Topless Sunbathing On A Puerto Rican Beach

Yupperz. What do you think?

I morph into a person I do not know yet.
Somehow, I can't quite remember who I was.
A few years have passed me by
And with them came many changes.

My body has become an object of men's desires.
How I long for the days when the only man I loved was daddy.
My mind has formed opinions about politics and sex.
How I yearn for the moments when all I had to pick was a crayon color.

Every day on this Earth is exactly the same.
Wake up, school, home, homework, bed...
And yet each moment is different like
The things we learn and the people we see...

When did life become so confusing?
With every decision I make,
My future is altered in some way.
All these decisions make me anxious about my life.

I wish I could lie on a Puerto Rican beach
Topless with my girlfriends; enjoying the sun.
Instead I have to worry about a job, high school and COLLEGE!
Ah! When will it get easier?

Author's Note

Muchas gracias, amigos! <3

Reviews

[Clockwork]

Life is a progression my friend. Things change, and yes things may become increasingly difficult. Do not despair however. You go through the stages to become who you truly are. You are a morphing butterfly with a hear as deep as rivers. Growing older is not darkness if you collect the things you need now while you are young. Your capacity sill expand as long as your soul is open and your heart remains light. Do not think of it as having to pay some toll later in life. Think of it as taking a long voyage on a ship that you captain to destiny. You may even find yourself on that beach someday.

[Dakota]

Life was much easier when we didn't care if our clothes matched and little boys were gross. We all yearn in our hearts for the simple times again.

[Art Sun]

If only life were forever like days at the beach..

[Breezie Kae]

This is very true. I like how life has become complicated, though. I think that's what makes us great. That we can form opinions and shape our own lives. It sets us apart from animals.

[Sam Severn]

I love, love, love the perspective on this, Beatles9322! Packed with imagination n' so much honest soul-searching! GREAT, GREAT STUFF!! :)

[Huggy Bear]

It flows with beauty desires and relaxation. You did a fantastic job:)

[Zeitgeist Manifesto]

You prove how hard it can be to be responsible.

[Coyote Poetry]

I have been to many topless beaches. People are more at rest and peaceful when few things are hidden. The Europeans were too forward for me when I was young. They would swim in the nude at the indoor pool. I was amazed at their confident in their bodies. They taught me it was cool to be nude. We are all the same. Just have fun and enjoy the beautiful view of this world. I could use a vacation myself. I would prefer the California coastline from Big Surf to San Francisco. I have three daughter now. I have turn PG.
Coyote

[Dream Weaver]

I hate to tell you it never get any easier, just bearable.
From my experience you must enjoy life while you're young
because with age comes many responsibilites and hardships.
So enjoy now and pay later...