I Am Me

This is about....me. :)

My eyes burn with the tears of being rejected,

So many years I've been crawling at your feet,

Begging for a chance to be accepted,

Wanting to belong in a superficial world.



That girl walks by me,

With her perfect hair and perfect face,

Escorted by her boy-toy,

That's something I'll never be.



I want to be a part of that world,

I long for my life to be like that,

I feel endless and hopeless,

No one will ever understand.



All I want is to belong in that place,

That ever-changing world in a fast pace,

Parties, club, boyfriends, and fun,

My life will always be painful.



I bet those girls aren't so happy inside,

They most likely feel useless and bad,

Their image is all a facade,

To hide the shame they feel.



Now I realize that I shouldn't be like them,

I should be unique and free of doubt,

But, it's so hard when all the boys look at them,

They never give me a second glance.



I bet those popular girls don't feel so hot,

When their boyfriends beat them and they fail in school,

I am stronger than that,

I am me.