the very first timeA Poem by Black Raven"Why am I here?" "What is happening to me?" Tears rushing down my face as i sat on the floor with my back to the door Was the first time "At Chris's house my moms current boyfriend who she loved more than me holding a broken bottle cap in my hand Was the first time They were arguing I think but I remember that day so clearly school had been a mess and home was no better Was the first time I put the broken cap to my skin and watched my blood flow to the ground' down my arm Was the first time A 9the grader who would say "I'm already in pain why not add a little more" Was the first time I felt a sense of control over my life. No doesn't care. She won't even care' notice the scars Was the first time "Hate myself,this fat, ugly person who is crying inside, screaming but can't express my pain "stay calm, be cool, everything is going to be okay" Was the first time Was the first time I WISH I W WAS DEAD
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1 Review Added on July 23, 2014 Last Updated on July 23, 2014 AuthorBlack RavenGAAboutI love to write poetry and stories sometimes. Some say that they are good others i don't care. LIKE THEM DON'T LIKE THEM YOUR CHOICE more..Writing
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