I'm slipping

Where were you when I fell into the darkness and never came back?

I'm slipping
Into an endless sea
The darkness that pulls
Till I cannot breathe 

Please catch me
Before I fall to far in
Before the pain consumes me
Hold me close
Be my haven from the storm
Do not let the hurt consume me

But you will not see
Your eyes are closed
Left blind to my pain
You hands numb
To the frantic clinging
Of my desperate soul
Your heart cold
To the misery in my hidden eyes
To the tears on my cheeks

But I cannot breathe
The darkness has enveloped me
In forget me knots
Of agony
But the dark calmness of 
An eminent demise
Makes the pain seem bearable
The only hope in the
Broken promise
The sun gave the moon
The only happiness in the
Broken wish 
The earth gave the sky

I will soon be apart 
Of the blackness
The turbulent waters
That pull me in deep
The despair that pulls me apart
Seem
By 
Seem
Till I am nothing more than a
Broken needle
And a
Torn thread

I am slipping
But you are 
Not
There
To
Catch
Me