Psycho

People keep calling me this, so I'm starting to wonder if it's actually true. Because of this person who walked into my life...they turned me into a monster.

Am I as horrible as people make me out to be

A constant spiral of dead end thoughts,

Lost communication, and unholy ethics?

It's not my fault. I tell them.

I tell them all the time.

Nobody listens. 

They turned me into a monster.

This person who seemed so innocent at first glance.

I trusted them. I gave them all of me.

They made me feel alive, and now

I am the one who is dead. 

Inside and out. 

Is this who I am?

A poisonous mixture of toxic trends,

Ruthless lies, and a hidden agenda

To destroy everything?

I know that is not who I am, and yet people still believe it.

Even when they know themselves that it is false.