her

she is lost

She was perfect in the eyes of the men with the thirst for insecurities. She was damaged goods to the men with a strong sense of who they were. See she was raised in seeking the touch of another. For just a moment the touch made her feel loved. That empty feeling that feeling of being lost in this cold world for that one moment was gone. How could she change why would she change. She believed that going against the beliefs of what a perfect women made her real. How could anyone want something different? women to her who didn't chase that touch were not in touch with there mind bodys and souls. We were born sexual so her mother told her. We use our bodies and what we have to get the feelings and materials we want. Knowledge comes from the experiences we form during these many touches we encounter. We gain so much and lose so little. She was chasing something that was not desired by many. Every step of the way she was lost but that's how she wanted to be. Till the end she said till the end I will follow the soul. Her soul wanted to be lost so when she was touched she experienced something no one could imagine. Its like a fix chasing that high and once you get that first hit it is amazing. how could that not be desired she wondered. People say she will be walking straight into the gates of hell. Well if walking to hell feels so heavenly then she will gladly take that walk.