afraid continuation

The continuation

Siva- Love? truthfully if I have been searching for love I wouldn't even know how to truly find it.. I guess ..I am okay with that in a weird way. I am okay with not knowing what love is cause many people never really truly find out. Like what is love? I think I am searching for fulfillment a way to not feel so empty.

Therapist- You are so used to having empty relationships either with your parents, friends, and significant other that you think its okay to not feel loved. The reason you are empty is because you have not been able to love yourself yet.. But you are searching for love without knowing how too do so.

Siva- This is not about me trying to find love this is about my fear about being alone.

Therapist- Do you know why you are afraid to be alone?

Siva- No this is why I am here!... am I paying you to ask stupid questions?

Therapist- No you are not but you are so afraid to be alone because you can not deal with your own self. You are trying to blame everyone else  around you for your loneliness when its all you. you can not deal with yourself so you scare people away.

Siva- I scare people away! what?

Therapist- when you look in the mirror what do you see?

Siva- a failure someone who has nothing to offer.

Therapist- Listen to me you are worthy.. You are worthy..

Siva-(looks at therapist and starts to cry) ohhhh you are f*****g good.

Therapist-(laughs rubs siva back)

...end of scene