i saw you first

I saw you first

I saw you first, you didn't see me then
gazed,i did attention thirsty you deprived me of your hand
why shade your wrath?,why let me saw only your sieved self?
you pushed me to the deep end of your lake of self blame
and yet i crave to see you again

I saw you first, i saw you at your best
for that am a silhouette now,consumed of your worst
seeing you is sweet-full sorrow
unbearable pain from a punched heart by a stone arrow
still,i crawl in my pool of blood striving to see u tomorrow

your perfect picture stuck my memory
when day dies my dream world turn your personal territory
should i look away? but what if you turn my way?
a need transformed desperation all because
I saw you first and you still don't see me now


    

Author's Note

this poem is what about what we have all had before A CRUSH, it explains the feelings i had to my first crush .hope you can all relate