Sparkles are Everywhere for Me...

At times I feel like the center of the universe...

Hello again my beautiful comet. From that long voyage you've returned to win me over. Granted that without my intentions, I'm warmer than you can handle. You feel me close despite being so far away. Please don't touch me because I'll burn right through your beautiful rays. Even though you are so little, you always make the spectacle I admire.

Understand that love is the language you have thought me. But making you disappear is not in my power. Please return to your orbit my little comet. Try to touch me. I beg. You don't understand that my force is making you stay. 

I see lines of tears as you come to close to me. I just want to see you shine. That's all I wish for. I will pull you in for a visit every year that pass. Feel my warmth, get out quickly, because I'll be here waiting for you to come back. I just want to see you painting my nights with your beautiful color stripes.

Lights are everywhere for me. Sparkles everywhere. My white light is part of my greatness which I barely comprehend. If you didn't know my death will be a product of my will to live. I feel it. It comes from the insides. Granted, I don't really want to go. All I see are these large rocks stumbling past by me. And huge imitators that without intimate glitter, make you move. But those who surround me are mistaken. I'm just the center of it all.

All those lighthouses that shimmer to my light get so repetitive and tiresome. They dance around but barely stand out. What horrible darkness awaits me when your gone! The mere thought of you coming back makes me shine to see you when you come back.

G.E.M.

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems. What do you feel when reading this?