The Worthless Angel...

[Angel sits in a white dress, in a endless void, crying... and listening to the voices around]

 

To some... 5years is a life time.. to others 5years is just time that past... Idk what my five years was... all i know is... from my 11th birthday.. to when i blew out the candle at my 16th, my life was all behind a wall.

 

5years I held in my tears, not once letting them seep through. I kept a barrier up.... making sure nothing sept through.... but through those 5years... it seemed fate was jus throwing one disaster after another... trying to get those tears out... but it just made the wall thicker... 11years old... my parents slip up.. my mom taking me and leaving my dad in michigan... i dont rly speak to him anymore, and he pretty much has a new family now.... 11years old... had my first boyfriend... end up being a hox to get my body... i stabbed him with my pocket knife... cops never found out. 13years old, was malested and almost raped by my foster brother and he got taken away, my mother blamed me for it all and never believed a word i said. 14yrs old got another boyfriend.. cheated on me 6times... 15yrs old... dated drunks, potheads, and let anyone and anything use me to make themselves happy.... and my wall.. stood strong.... wasnt till i started dating juan.. did the wall crack, and break... one year my wall tumbled down... i still hide my pain... not showing anyone the tears, but even now and again.. a little voice will speak to me.. and a tear will slip from my eyes..

 

No, Im not complaining, no im not trying to get attention.... I dont need your pity... but know that not every Angel.. has its glow.

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[Dutch Jr.]

This seems like the framework to a novel or something... (hint hint: it would make a really good book... maybe you should write it lol)