venting

I'm so upset

it's not even funny

I don't really know what to do anymore.

I just kind of keep going

without a purpose or anything.

I just want to finish school and just disappear.

I want to not exist

just for a little while.

Then I can come back

and meet new people

start all anew. 

Be happy again

I just don't want to feel like this anymore

I want to cry.

I really do.

But it won't come out.

I just want to let it all out

and feel relieved.

But that's too much to ask I guess.

I'll put up with it and act like nothings wrong

because i'm good at that.

I'll keep pushing and making others happy

I'll get a job in the future

meet that one girl

and just live on

because that's all I can do.

I'm just tired

of doing the same old s**t every day

i'm sick of cursing

and being tired all the time

and getting sick easily

and working at the same old job

that i hate with a passion

and going to a s****y school

and hurting everyone i let in

and trying to be by myself.

Let's start anew

Reviews

[Percy]

I actually love this, It reminds me of nights spent staring at the ceiling and waking up to finding nothing really changed, I realize this is probably just a personal thing but its good really good

[FunkPunk]

Thank you so much.