Do I Die For You?

I do not always know what you want from me!

i saw you once in my life

i tried to remember 

the times we cried for a knife

oh to rip this bloody relationship up out of strife

the next time you ignore me, 

you will be a dead memory my wife

and you will know how I've hated 

all the facades I have dated

only to die of humiliation too

and loose the load of sexuality's inflation

so long overdue in my designation...

                   ...so this is my situation,

                      do i die for you

                      my blind-eyed untrue?

                      or will i lie to the court

                      about the case we went through?

Mammoth crumbling bred strong as glue

this morning i awoke to frozen dew

and it's just like you 

to treat me anew

under the pretense of lost love 

through and through   

so here i am to reset the machine

the masses of lovers 

they all know where we have been...

                   ...so this is my situation,

                      do i die for you

                      my blind-eyed untrue?

                      or will i lie to the court

                      about the case we went through?