Fear in Lights

This was aspired late in the night when my next door neighbor's light was still on. I guess you can say I have a little crush on him, so I wrote what I was feeling and thinking and this poem was born!

I see him, so he must see me too.

I dream him, could he dream me too?

I think about him, does he think of me too?

So many fantasy of us meeting I imagine, yet not one of them

 could be as fantastic until we meet in real life.

I keep this hidden, this feeling that is 

scared to be shared.

Wanting to be free, to be seen, to be heard.

However; fear is not within this feeling for it

does not exist in its world.

The fear comes from the energy that gave this feeling a grime of light.

It is me who is the fear, and I'm holding it tight.

Wanting to let go, but I'm scared of the new light.

For is the old lights that I've seen that is keeping this fear inside me.

He sees me, so he seen the lights.

He dreams me, destroying those old lights

He thinks me, could he be that light that kills

this fear inside. 

Author's Note

In the end of the poem, the last two lines, I feel like its contradicting with each other. However, it is not like I was going to enter it in some contest, so Blah!
I hope one of you readers can relate to this poem.:]

Reviews

[NITHIN PURPLE]

good some thing i can read about fear philosophy,,good....kip write..............

[Frida Zaragoza]

Thank you so much for reading my poem Nithin :]

[NITHIN PURPLE]

YA,,,I READ EVERY ONES POEMS.......U CAN SEND A REQUEST EVERY TIME U WROTE