Okay?

How do I prove I'm not okay?

What do I have to do to prove I'm not okay?
Do you want a formal listing of all the demented thoughts circling my head?
Or pictures of the self-inflicted torture written all over my body?
How about one bucket of my nightly tears?
Or a CD of all the arguments with myself?
I could tell you about what tools inflict the most pain.
Or how to lie on the spot about cuts.
I could tell you the best way to prevent scarring is lotion.
Or that most people don't notice that you're down.
I could tell you honestly that we shouldn't force anyone to live in a world full of people when they can't even live with themselves.