I have pain, it won’t go away. I try to cry to see if it goes away but it doesn’t. I try leeches but it just makes me loose blood. What am I suppose to do? Am I suppose to wait till its gone? Please help me I’m about to go crazy, please!!! Should I die slowly or make it quick? Should I pull the trigger or slit my throat? It doesn’t matter nobody cares, everybody hates me, there’s no love from anybody. Maybe I should be like the other people and commit suicide. Where’s the love when one has pain or is sad, or both? When I’ve been bullied I don’t actually kill myself. But I feel for the people because nobody cares for them so they asume it if they die nobody cares. But they do it for all the wrong reasons but, I literally I have a reason. I hate this horrible world because there’s no love just hate. People are dying from hunger all over the world while the rich assess and clebs feast on food tons of food wasting most of it, drinking expensive drinks, also having mansions, expensive cars, and more while us poor people live on the streets, and barley having enough to feed a family, are we suppose to steal from the a******s and get in trouble for it, just to feed are selves. They deserve to in our shoes, lets put them on the streets and have them have barley any food, they wouldn’t last a day. They get tons of food, that’s how they live. Why is this money wasted on s**t???? Cause they don’t give a damn. So why the hell they say that they give a damn, what the hell is the use? Do they have satisfaction of us poor people dying everyday, while they sleep luxury? These thoughts run through my head, it makes me want to hurt my self. Other horrible thoughts run through my head, why do I want to be perfect? Skinny, Then I give in to the temptation with satisfaction, it feels good to have the cold knif touch my skin, and make its cut. I know these thoughts will go through my mind but hopefully I will be able to control my self soon.
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