Turned off to his world, his mind becomes stuck in between the place he lived and the fantasy one he created. The rapid palpitations of his heart's emotional song signify his indifference. Remembering the promises he made to himself, he wouldn't bow or break this time. Yet, there he was on the cusp of no return. How could he be so dependent? He looked down sadly into the darkness. Thinking to himself, how ten minutes felt like an eternity. There it was again in his hands, he couldn't let it go, it was his escape from the mundane. With a deep remorse, yet a orgasmic feeling of relief, he powered on his iPhone.