Maybe

I found comfort in me

maybe that's what's meant to be

for me to rely on myself

for me to realize i only have me

at least i found a way

maybe not the best way

but the way that gets me

through a lot everyday

you should've been there

maybe this wouldn't be this hard

you should've been by my side 

maybe this wouldn't be the only ride

if it weren't for you leaving me alone 

if it weren't for you letting me get through this alone

i wouldn't be this brave girl

who would take care of herself but still ask for your help

nothing's different

maybe you're different

you had the guts to fix other people 

when im out here alone in the hall

where were you when i needed you

where were you when i had to have you

i saw you there standing in front of me

maybe letting me drown, maybe cheering for me.

as selfish as you call me

as unfair as you treat me

you're no different from the darkness

who wouldn't leave me alone ,who's always in harness