My Life pt. I

Basically this a journel of my life and my accounts on things that have happened or as it happens... Enjoy...

Well, my life as I know it is ok. It feels like I have to understand to be understood.. There are certain people in my life that I truly cherish, and then there are some that I don't even know how to read them at all. I have a few close friends and my family could be a bit better. I wish I had the power to read people's minds so that I could not make mistakes that would make them think differently about me. I had a girlfriend but we didn't stay together. It got really complicated and I'd rather not say. I try to be a good person but I don't know if that's enough sometimes. It's hard for me to make friends, cause they don't really understand me and they judge me before they find out what I'm really all about. I still go to church and I hope He still listens to me. The big man up there that you pray to and look for guidance when everything seems to crumble all around you. I think he still listens to me. I pray every now and then, but probably not enough as I should.