Someone They're Not

I am a different kinda Girl.
Instead of DrInKING and SMOKING AND

Meaningless

   SEX                    

I prefer Chasing BOYS,
Getting ANGRY at pointless PlaySttion GAMES.
Writing in my diary,
How I love  him,
How I hated today.

Then,
I'll rage how He doesn't love ME.
I'll QueStiOn myself

!WHY!
Peer into a


B               O                E
                R               K               N
Mirror
DOUBT myself
Along with ALL of my
INSECURITIES.
Begin to PUNISH!
myself for being:
 F      A         T
UGLY
STUPID
LOSER
V     I     R    G     I     N
Different.
For being EVERYTHING they're not.

          K

          C

          I

          P    up the sharp knife.

Let the blood F  ,
                  ,    L
                             ,    O                
                         ,  W

                        ,      ,,
Let the HATE flow
My flaws
My !PAIN!

Just to feel sane.

They all LAUGH
They all STARE!
They all pick at ME
One by freakin' ONE!
Then I R   E    M    E    M    B    E    R
That they're all Pretending
 To be someone
They aren't.

And it makes me
SMILE
To know I'm
Me
&
People who are FAKE
Are the m    o    s    t lonely
And are still searching for
THEMSELVES.

Author's Note

I felt a little irritated with a bully.

Reviews

[The Lost Poetry Files]

Wow, really is a piece of art how you use different fonts. sizes and colours and other effects....
sometimes these things are a distraction but yours add meaning to the poem....
as for the poem itself, great emotions, makes sense too...

superb writing :)

[ALittleBitOfEverything]

Thank you, and i put in a lot of strain into making the effects good ahah xD

[The Lost Poetry Files]

welcome and you did good :D