Secrets of a teenage boy

this is a true story

I am infected,  I am sick.

This is only the result of poor judgement, and poor decisions.

I ... am much smarter, I work much harder.

I ... have so much going for myself.

How could I be soo careless, so anxious.

Others saw me and I'd share a motivating light deep from within.

But now, now I am worried ... cautious ... afraid.

Afraid of my fate.

And I can't tell my mother, ohh I don't know what she would do.

Already paranoid, looking over my shoulders.

Already in belief people are sharing negative opinions of me.

And the very few that I trust .... I can barely tell this secret to.

I am mentally broken, emotionally conflicted.

I cannot, reveal this tregedy.

I cannot reveal my S T D.

Reviews

[Call_Me_Miss_Imperfect]

I agree with the others, you done a great job on conveying the feelings of having STDs. I don't know how it feels, but while reading this I could feel myself in someone else's shoes. If you're going through this, I am so terribly sorry :( I hope everything does turn out alright, like Leslie said. I am here for you anytime. Just send a message :)
Great job.

Ashley Rivers--Dream BIG and you'll win BIG:)