Somehow..

I can’t get you out of my mind,
Or out of my heart,
When it comes to your memory,
I fall apart..

I always mess up in the worst way,
But it’s always happened,
Even from the first day,
But now you hate me,
And you don’t care..

I know I deserve this,
But it feels so unfair,
Not to have you in my life,
To love,
And to care,
I’m finding it too hard to bare..

Still the past is the past,
The future is now,
But if I could change everything,
I would somehow…

I’d give up my heart and soul,
Just to have you to hold…