Cant even say your name.

I know im lame and its a shame that I cant even say your name
without getting this empty feeling in my chest
i know that I cant have you and its making me insane
feelings going on for so long
every since the 2nd week
you've been the apple of my eye
the stars that luminate the night sky
and it's killing me watching as time goes by
I know i won't be here forever
yet these feeling I can not  sever
i think a part of me still thinks one day we'll be together
but I know it will never come true
every since december 20th I realized I can never have you
i am someone who doesnt deserve your heart
so here I stand as mine constanty breaks apart
but its okay falling for you is something I will never regret
ill always remember you cause these scars won't let me forget
~Forever TheLoner~