Unwanted Genjutsu

Feels like im trapped in a genjutsu 
everytime shes around the time slows down
but my heart beats fast  theres a increasingly sharp pain
I close my eyes hoping I will burst into a black flame
just to end this torture that im confined too
i begin to sweat I can feel her coming closer
my head gets light as I lift up and look her in the eye
she dosen't look back or even notice me
but it feels like shes stabbing me aggressively in the chest
i keep walking but in my mind im on my knees coughing up blood invisible to the human eye
i look towards her one more time with blurred vision
her apperance is morphed  resembling something slightly demonic
her once beauty is now a black figure with red eyes she lets out blood a curdling laugh
the sky does dark and I am in her control
5 hands launch at me this is the end shes gonna claim my soul
as the hands get closer the sky returns
shes no where in my sight  im in my room it must have been a twisted daydream but my chest burns and my white shirt is a crimson red
why must this happen every times our paths cross maybe its a sign that u should be dead
~forever theloner~