An Absent Father

To my sperm donor, that's all you've ever been...

Wrists aren't made of steel you know

Just cut and slice then slow the flow

Watch the drip and drops come to a stop

Hold my hand, calm my fears

Comfort me and dry my tears

Dreams are meant to be crushed

My ideas are always shushed

Abused, controlled, and unloved

Drugged, busted, and cuffed

These words I can't bare to say

Cut and end my life today

An accessory made of rope

To tighten around and end all hope

A knife with a blade of thorns

With each cut, you see the Devil's horns

Use a gun and pull the trigger

It's deathly bite just like a chigger

To pierce the skin

Again and again

Watch the blood trickle and pour

And say goodbye to heaven's door

My cries must be silenced quickly

But to stop from screaming out is tricky

Scars can be healed with time

My silent slicing quite like a mime

How could you sit there and feed?

Into this deadly, uncontrolled need

You gave me this knife you selfish b*****d

You left, you cheated, you pathetic coward

If I ever leave this world before I'm ready

Know it's because of you my dear. ole'. daddy.

 

~An Absent Father~

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Author's Note

Let me know what you think.
Constructive critism is welcome.

Reviews

[Schyala]

Absolutely Amazing! I loved every part of it, the emotion the rhyming was beautiful! Honestly, one of the best poems I've read on here! I can't wait to read more. I really have no complaints except please, keep writing it's wonderful :)

[Boy of the red]

Amazing and simply breath taking poem. Amazing wordage and flow. Great write