Father Down

These far away cuts

cover my hip and thighs

when i wake up

im in pain again no surprise

 

the after math

shocker

gives the sting

to my tears

 

watching my color bone

become more visible everyday

and my hips sticking out more

reminds me of all thiose days

 

Drop 5 pounds

maybe drop 5 more

get down 100

Ahh now how bout even farther to 94

 

small goals that ruin me

every single day

but i want to go farther

might as well wither away

 

with her not here

there is less guilt

I wish she could be back

then maybe i would stop

 

its not for attention

its not for a show

its to let out frustrations

and help let my pain grow

 

please stay with me

why did you leave

i miss you liek crazy

things just get worse

 

I'm losing this battle

i nede you hear now

dont let it go further

because im only falling down

 

Author's Note

for me

Reviews

[Wolfwind]

This was for a best friend who left, when you needed them most... Just a guess. :)
Times can be tough when you don't have those that keep you level around. I know that all to well. Keep faith and remember that even though they may be a distance away, they are always there.

Aaron

[Kaitlynn A. Black]

I'm not sure if this is one talking to like their other inner self, or a best friend that's not longer around. But I will say that the picture you're painting is a scary one. No one should have to feel so broken and continue the pain, just to survive. Hugs! (: