Chapter 1: Suicide Has a U and an I

The beginning of Evangeline's end

"She was warned, but it was too late. I told her no. I told her she needed help. She just didn't want to talk to me. I know I was a jerk to her sometimes, but I guess she just had enough. She wanted to escape it. She let go of her future. She let go of everyone who loved her. She let go of me. Evangeline was everything you could ask for in a twin. She was the perfect sister, the perfect only other sibling. I'm not crazy...but she's here. I can tell. She sees us somehow. She sees me, she sees Liam, she sees Amy, she sees Dillon, and she sees.....Quinn. Quinn sure raised hell for Evangeline. I know Quinn's not here right now, and if I said the reason why she isn't or why she was a b***h to Evangeline, who knows? Maybe Quinn would try to kill me herself. Well that's if Quinn makes the right choice. Like she should have made the choice to leave my sister alone. If we weren't to late, I could have saved Evangeline. Evangeline would be perfectly safe in rehab or something. She was my twin sister, and she's gone. It feels like there's a part missing in me. A part got ripped out of me. It's like there's a giant hole in me. I miss her. Sometimes I just think of ways to be with her, without ending up like her. Yesterday, I was sitting in her room. It was almost like she was there. It was like there was a little presence of her. I felt it, I could tell she was there. There's like a ghost of her that's following me. She chose to hold on to me." Evan said

Perfect black suit, standing next to my coffin.

Good posture, clear throat, and respect for me that he only shows now that I'm dead.

Three weeks ago....

"You're a little b***h. You don't get it do you freak show? No one likes you."Quinn hissed

Quinn was the most popular girl in school. Top B***h. Queen Prima B***h-erina.

She slammed my locker shut and knocked the books out of my hands.

She laughed too.

I started to walk away, but bumped into my twin brother Evan.

He laughed a little.

I pushed him into the lockers and walked to the girls bathroom.

I locked myself in a stall.

I cried. All I did was cry.

For weeks I had been tormented by Quinn, laughed at by my brother, and even ignored by my best friend when I needed her the most.

I didn't know how to deal with it. Last week, I started cutting myself. Sure it hurt like hell, but it hurt less than Quinn's torment.

The next day,

There was no one I could reach out to.

The only people that were left, were my crush and my stalker.

I closed my locker door to see Dillon standing there.

Dillon. The guy that stalks me.

"Hey babe."Dillon said

"Stop calling me that you weirdo. You have zero chance."I said

"Oh yea. That's right. You got a thing for Liam."he said

"Shut up. And if I did, why would you care?"I asked

"Such a shame if he was to go out with you. You guys wouldn't look together. I mean you're hot, he's hot, but it won't work. It would be such a shame to ruin a pretty face like his."he said walking away

"Ugh."I groaned

I saw my best friend Amy skip over towards me.

"Hey bubbles."Amy said

"Don't call me that Ames."I said

"Whatever. Hey, did you hear that Quinn's been smack talking about you?"she asked

"Yea. I figured that out by now."I sighed

The bell rang

"Come on!"she said

We ran to Biology

About halfway through class, Quinn and her little b***h pose started to get to me.

But Amy and I had a plan. A way to get them to stop.

Amy and Liam were lab partners.

I sat at the table behind them.

I ripped a piece of paper out of my binder.

I wrote on it "Help me. Please. Make it stop. -Evangeline"

I crumbled up the paper and kicked it under Liam and Amy's lab table, right next to Liam's chair.

Amy dropped her pencil and 'accidentally' elbowed her binder off her desk the other way.

"Liam, can you please get my pencil?"Amy whispered

Amy picked up her binder and Liam picked up her pencil, the paper too.

"Here, wait did you drop this?"Liam said

"No, maybe you did by accident."Amy said

The final bell rang. School was over, and Liam didn't read the note.

As I walked out of school, Liam completely ignored me. I saw him toss the paper in his locker like a used tissue into a garbage pail.

I hung my head down and walked home.

"Evangeline."I heard someone say, almost halfway home.

I looked back.

I saw Evan run towards me

"Hey, what's wrong? You seem...upset."Evan said

"Why would you care?"I asked

"Duh, cause I'm your brother. And I'd give anything for a chance to beat the s**t out of someone."he said

I rolled my eyes

"So, what's going on? Dillon bother you? Well I won't go near him. He's half-a-f*g. I'm not taking any chances to be molested by him. Liam reject you? I saw you throw that paper under their desk in Bio. Amy pissing you off?"he asked

"Dillon, kinda. That was not what that note was about. And you'd chose me over your girlfriend?"I asked

"Well, you are my sister. And if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be with Amy."he said

"Whatever. You wouldn't get it."I said

"Ev's, your'e scaring me. I think you need to talk to someone."he said

I walked faster.

I got home before him.

"Mom, somethings wrong with her!"I heard Evan yell

I locked myself in my room.

Two days later.....

Liam completely ignored it, Amy started to ignore me, Dillon followed me home yesterday, Quinn got worse, and Evan began to be a jerk.

Evan was having mood swings like a teenage girl PMSing.

The final bell rang.

I quickly walked to me locker.

When I opened my locker, my books fell out.

Papers in my locker were stained in fake blood. On the back wall, "FREAK" was written in fake blood.

I picked up my bag, stuffed my books in it and began to walk away.

I looked up as I walked away.

I was crying.

I saw Evan and Amy looking at me. Quinn and the b***h pose were laughing at me. Liam didn't look at me. Dillon looked at me, empty stare.

Everyone in the hallway was looking at me.

I ran home.

"EVANGELINE STOP!"Evan yelled

I ran home and he chased after me.

I ran into the bathroom and locked the door

Evan started banging on the door.

"EVANGELINE!!"He kept yelling

I took the razor out of my pocket.

I began to cut my arms and wrists.

Evan wouldn't stop banging on the door and yelling.

"EVANGELINE STOP! DON'T MAKE ME CALL 911 I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT!I DON'T WANT YOU TO DO THIS! STOP!"he yelled

I stopped for a minute

I walked over to the door.

"Evan."I said

I was crying

"Evangeline. Stop please. Please stop. Don't do this. Okay, you can get help. I can go call someone right now. You're my sister, I care about you. I love you. Don't do this. Please don't. Think of how many people this would hurt. Me, Mom, Dad if he didn't leave us, Amy, a whole bunch of people. Please stop. I love you."he cried

I opened the door.

He looked at me

His face was red, he was crying.

He held my hands.

He took his hands away and looked at them. He saw the blood.

"No. No. NO!"He yelled

He took his phone out of his pocket.

I shut the door and locked it, fighting against him.

I ran to the medicine cabinet and grabbed a bottle of pills.

I broke it open and swallowed a bunch.

Evan broke the door open as I fell down

"NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!"He screamed

I heard sirens as I started to faintly black out.

"Evan."I tried to say

"Don't go. Don't go. Don't go. You can't go. No. Don't go. You can't."he said

I felt him pick me up and held me close to him.

"I love you Evangeline."

Author's Note

I hope you enjoy the story:) And I did cry a lot when I wrote this Feedback is much appreciated:)