Preface

What do I do? I have no help. Why am I on earth? What's my purpose? I'm bullied every damn day. Why do I get treated like this. What did I ever do to anyone? I've never done anything wrong except being my self. Am I not allowed to be myself? Is being myself wrong? Should I pretend to be someone else? What do I do? Kill myself? Live through it? Deal with all the pain?

Everyday I am bullied. I'm bullied by students, family, and neighbors. Everyone bullies me and I have no idea why. Why me? What did I do to ever deserve this? I've never treated anyone badly before. It's like everybody hates me. I guess if I died then no one would miss me. You know since everyone I know makes fun of me.

I get beat up. I'm bullied almost to the point that my rope is going to snap and I'm going to kill myself so I can finally be free and be happy, instead of faking it all just so people don't think I'm a baby. Oh, wait it's to late for that because everyone knows I am. Everyone knows I cry because I'm getting bullied so they just keep doing it. I hope they're having fun because I'm not...

[NOTE: This is not based on my life. I decided since bullying goes on everyday that I should tell bullying from my point of view. This is what happens when you get bullied. I'm just telling the story from my point of view. I'm putting my feet in the shoes of those who are bullied everyday and putting it into my words. I know you may think this is based on my life, but it's not. Also you might see the name AJ. It's Anthony. I just use AJ for short. You see both names. In the beginning it's Anthony and then towards the middle I start using AJ. Sorry if there is any confusion. Hope you enjoy! Thanks!]