Kill Me

 

Angel,

I pray to you every night

And yet nothing changes.

I tell you nothing but the truth

I thought maybe things would get better.

I thought there would be some forgiveness…

But dear angel,

It only got worse.

As I pray to you tonight

I will beg you,

If nothing will ever get better anyways…

Would you have the mercy to end my life?

I am so sick

Of having nothing to hold in my hands.

I am so sick

Of losing everything that means everything.

I am so sick

Of lying at night wishing the pain would go away.

Please let my heart stop

Let my world slip.

There is nothing I want more

Then to make my memories go away.

There is nothing more I need

Then to feel the blackness of forever.

I’m such a coward angel.

I cannot end this madness by my own hand.

But I am out of hope.

I am out of dreams.

I am out of love.

Dear Angel,

I can’t do this.

Enough is enough.

Why must I go on

When my body clearly breaks around me.

Broken

Beaten

Bruised

And abused…

What more can I do?

I am ready to lay my head down

And call it a day.

Is that so wrong?

Well Angel,

It’s pretty late.

I think I’ll try and sleep again.

Maybe I won’t wake up.

Goodnight.

Author's Note

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Reviews

[JLMatthews]

I really like this one...it's really sad, but it's like a story too. It's really nice, very beautiful. I love it.

[Red_Queen]

This is why i don't pray.
No one ever answers.
If there is a god he is a f*****g a*****e
and if there is a heaven and hell i think i would wrather go to hell then sit up there with a ego-tistical piece of s**t.

[*~Poetic_Essence~*]

Its sort of an emotional rollacoster, but i really enjoyed it..
"But I am out of hope.
I am out of dreams.
I am out of love.
Dear Angel.."

[ah]

very emotional and powerful

[Ice Queen of the Vampir..]

Wow. This is a powerful write. Awesome job!!!

Heather

[Joseph - Michael]

I can related to it, but I'm not going to bring it on to drag you or anyone else into this...

Anyway, this is really good and I'm sorry, I don't know what else to say about it, but it's still all good...

[V. K. Harris]

Very emotionaly written, I pray you don't really feel this way. Take care.

[Lia]

Beautiful piece. Can relate to that feeling.

"Well Angel,

It's pretty late.

I think I'll try and sleep again.

Maybe I won't wake up.

Goodnight."

Greatly understood. Thanks xx

[Alexander W. Quinn]

It's heart-breaking, but it is a fantastic write! It's very honest and open, and that draws you into it.
>>>But I am out of hope. / I am out of dreams. / I am out of love.

[Karen Raquepo]

Oh,I could see you in your solitude,sorry to hear.You expressed your loneliness in here,very well. It touches everybody.Awesome!