The So Called Loveing

This poem is about siblings. It's where the brother is manipulative and the sister is gullible. she (the sister) has always tried to earn her brothers love in a way. and questions the hatred he has

The one I call brother makes me hurt
like no other. He makes me try.
for the reason I don't know why.
He's a rude, disrespectful little s**t
that takes pleasure out of being a dick.
His number one goal in life is to stay lazy.
Don't you think that's f*****g crazy?
I hate this f*****g jack a*s,
he always made me feel like an outcast.
Ever since we were kids he basically
told me to drop dead. He made me believe
that I'm a freak. He always told me
"your just a piece of meat" Their was a
paining in my heart, thinking that I failed
at being a sibling. So I grew since then
thinking to myself it wasn't me, it's not my
fault he's the d********g that started it all.

Author's Note

I hope you enjoy my writing style. please be honest I'm a new writer and i need some advice on my writing Thanks!