For many years I sat alone
In a cage, that was my home
My mind was free,
but the sprit withered
Ugliness pervaded all
Fear grew, unbidden
Where evil was good
Good was bad
Peace and love,
Could not be had
Mercy was weakness
Strength was hate
The soul suffered
At what it ate
The darkness that reigned
In this bottomless pit
Had only one light
A lightbulb and the guards spit
And finally, when all hope was lost
A spark remained, strength, thought
Turn your soul to stone,
So it will not grow,
Make your sprit quiet,
To nurture it so
Pretend to be beaten,
So neglect is profound
Make your plans
Prepare your victory bow
The gates will open
Somehow
Finally that day arrived,
Slump shoulder, no shine in my eye
Beaten, trodden a man no more
I stood so at the door
The cage opened, and I walked through
Then with a grin I turned to
I raised my fist and the middle finger too
You didn’t beat me, so f**k you
Michael White
Rough Draft, 4/5/2008, 6/12/2008